Life As We Know It

Chapter 8- Deaths & Regrets

Chapter 8- Deaths & Regrets

Jamie's pov

Do you know the feeling when you just want the world to stop for one special moment and you never wanted it to end, well that's what I wanted to happen when Harry and I kissed.

The kiss felt like it lasted forever but technically it only lasted for 30 seconds. Which wasn't long enough for my liking. He pulled away and looked into my full brown eyes while I stared into his green orbs.

"Uh m-maybe we should head back to the hospital." He stuttered looking down.

"Oh yeah okay." I said, okay I was a little nervous.

We stood up and started walking back to the hospital in a complete awkward silence. You could actually feel the awkward it was that strong. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Harry’s phone went off making Harry and I stop walking. He didn't even bother looking at the caller ID before answering.

"Hello?"

“Okay, ill give her the phone.” He said in the phone then handed the device to me

“Jamie, it’s Georgia." Well that's a surprise. Then Harry mouthed to me "put it on loudspeaker" which I did.

"Listen Jamie, I need tell you something."

"Okay.." Now I was confused what was so important beside the fact that she is going to die and that her sister completely despises me.

"I haven't got a long time to live because the cancer has spread to different parts of my body, I know I've sometimes been a bitch to you and I'm sorry, the truth is that I always cared for you and I honestly wish you were my real sister because I love you so much. I just wish that I would be able to make it up to you but I can't because it’s too late and I'm sorry." She started to sob.

"Georgia, it's okay and Harry and I are on our way to the hospital. So I will talk to you then, okay?"

"Okay, and Jamie I'm sorry I ruined your relationship with May, I didn't intend to."

"Hey, it's fine I'm sure we will fix it, so don't beat yourself up about it." I said trying to make her feel better.

"Okay Jamie ill see you when you get here, I love you." I was completely shocked when she said she loved me. 

"I- I love you too G."

Then the line dropped. Harry stayed completely silent during the whole conversation and right now I was trying to process everything as well. I handed him his phone back.

"J-Jamie, I-I'm sorry I told everyone about Georgia's cancer, it's my fault you and May are fighting." Well he wasn't wrong but I didn't want him to blame himself.

"N-No Harry, it wasn't your fault, you were just trying to help Georgia break the news to the others, it's okay."

Harry's pov

I don't know why I stayed quite during the phone conversation I guess I was shocked. I feel so bad for 'breaking the news' to everyone, I probably ruined everything for Jamie. Which is starting to make me wonder if by kissing her earlier was a mistake..

"Jamie.. Uh .. Do u regret kissing me..?" Wait did I just say that out loud!? I knew as soon as I said that I would regret that. I guess I was right..

She looked shocked then spoked quickly. "N-No, d-do you?"

Okay I was not expecting that.. I looked at my feet guilt flooded over me. Again...

"Oh.." She said sadly looking down.