The forbidden love

im not leaving you

you fell asleep but we're awoken by Narcissa "The bath is ready" she walked over to bella and grabbed her hand to help her up. Bella sighed "Tha no you cissy but i've got it" Narcissa nodded her head and then Bella got you up. "come on love let's get you in the bath" Narcissa was confused as to why Bella was being nice.. maybe because she was hurt? Narcissa and Bella helped you to the bathroom. Narcissa started taking off what clothes you had on and bella started undoing her corset which you saw she was having trouble "here,let me help" you undid her corset and then she unzipped her dress while narcissa finished taking what you had on. "Wait..Bella you..getting in with her?.... wh-what?why?" narcissa was so confused "Cissy" bella whispered and went to hug you making sure not to touch where you've been cut and then kissed you on the cheek while keeping eye contact with cissa "ohh" marcissa smiled "i see" she whispered and started to tear up and bella started to tear up too and smiled "ok well you've got this then?" Bella nodded "ok i'll leave you be" and then she left

Bella pulled away from you still stead's kn her eyes and culled your face, rubbing your cheeks with her thumbs "i'm so sorry" she whispered. you put your hands up to her on your cheeks and smiled and teared up to "Bella it's ok let's just get in the bath" Bella nodded and stepped in then held her hand out to help you in. Once you got in you both sat down. you set in between her legs against her and wrapped her arms around you. You were holding her hands and rubbing your thumbs over her knuckles. Bella began to sob. "Hey hey shhh... why are you crying?" "because i've hurt you" she cried "you havnt hurt me!" " i hurt you all the time! i was to caught up with doing evil stuff that i didn't even notice you in the beginning,and i hurt you." "i've hurt you too bella it's ok,where put that behind us,ok?" "ok, i'm so sorry" "baby it's ok stop saying your sorry just hold me" you leaned back onto her shoulder and she leaned her face on your kissing it and holding you.

you felt your self drifting off to sleep and woke yourself up gasping "are you ok??" "yes i just felt myself drifting to sleep" "i'm getting g pretty tired to, let's get out before the water gets cold and we drowned in the water" bella laughed a little and so did you

after you washed eachother you got out and slowly made your way back to the bed and bella sat you down and then went to get you clothes. She put your bra and underwearom and then she was going to put your shirt on but you put your hand up to stop her and you close your eyes and shook your head then scooted yourself over to your side of the bed. Bella smiled weakly and then put the same thing on and layed down next to you holding you tight and scratching your arm softly. You drifted off to sleep and so did she

*next morning*
"hey..shh hey it's ok" you woke and and bella was trying to shake you awake. you gasped awake and was confused but then your remembered your dream and you started sobbing. "Hey, it's ok y/n" she was holding you tight and rocking you. "He...he hurt you again, and again....an he- he sta- stabbed you" you said in between sobs "over and over again, until you didn't move anymore" you kept sobbing "and then he just left, and i tried to wake you up but you just layed there" "y/n it's ok, i'm right here ok? i'm not going anywhere" you just sobbed harder "y/n look at me, i'm alive,i'm ok, i would never leave you!" you just kept sobbing and couldn't do anything "shhh it's ok,look look at me!" but you didn't "look at me!" you finally looked at her "im right here baby" you still didn't say anything you just kept crying "y/n it's gonna be ok,look at this" she grabbed your hand and put it on her chest over her heart "fo you feel that? my hearts beating" she smiled slightly "my hearts beating ok? i'm alright, now take some deep breaths, with me ok? in" she breathed in and you bear had in unevenly "and out" you did it a couple more times until your breath evened out. You hugged her tight

"come on, let's go back to sleep ok?" you nodded "don't let me go" you said in a whisper as you teared up again "i will never" she whispered back and kissed you on the head and held you tighter