The forbidden love

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All day Y/n wouldn't talk, that night after dinner, which Y/n ate very little and left early, also it was sad and quiet, Narcissa picked at her food too, and Draco still doesn't know, he was just quiet because everyone else was, I found her in her bed. Not mine, but hers, which made me a little more upset.

"Baby" I said softly as I climbed on the bed and leaned over her. She was laying on her side and just stared straight ahead of her. "Did you want to sleep in my bed, or do you want to sleep in here?" I asked and stoked her cheek. She didn't answer, she didn't even move. I took that as she wanted me to leave. As I got up she grabbed my hand before it even left her body. But she was still staring at the wall. "Ok, let me go change" I whispered.

After I changed I came back to her room. I laid down next to her but didn't touch her, because I felt she didn't want to be touched. I faced her back as I watched her lay there. I used legilimency to read her thoughts. She kept thinking how it was her fault, and how she felt bad saying she didn't want it before, and Narcissa is going to think that she's happy it's gone because she mentioned she didn't want it.

"Narcissa is not going to think that Y/n" I said and stroked her hair. I was expecting a "get out of my head" or something like that, but no, nothing. I let out a sigh and laid on my back, staring at the ceiling with my hands beside my head. After a while Y/n started moving. She turned over to face me and she grabbed my hand carefully. She caressed my palm with her thumb and held it close to her mouth. Then she kissed my knuckles softly. I smiled at her and moved some hair out of her face with my free hand. She didn't smile back, she just kept my hand at her lips and closed her eyes.

"I love you Y/n" I said and removed my hand from her lips to kiss her. It wasn't a passionate kiss, but it was more of a soft kiss that was a little longer than a peck. When I pulled back she brought my hand back up to her lips and closed her eyes again. But I saw a tear fall. One that if I hadn't of looked at that time I would've missed it. I wiped where the tear had fallen and scooted closer to her. She kissed my hand some more and left it at her lips again as she rubbed her thumb across my knuckles.

Y/n was touchy, but not this touchy, and I sort of liked it, I mean I really liked it, but I feel bad because she's upset. Don't get me wrong, i'm upset too, more for her than for us, and I'm not really sure what my reaction would be if she did tell me she was pregnant, I mean I don't really like children, and my plan was not to have them. But with Y/n it's different, since it was kind of unexpected it would be wrong for me to say I didn't want a child.  Of course with her I would want it.

My point is I didn't want the baby to die....if that wasn't clear.

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The next morning I woke up to Y/n' s back to me again. I looked over her to see her eyes open and staring at that wall again. "You ok Y/n?" I asked. She didn't respond, she just stared at the wall. "Do you want breakfast? Are you hungry?" I asked. Still no answer. I laid back down beside her and wrapped my arms around her. It felt like she relaxed more into me as soon as I touched her.

"Why won't you talk Y/n?" I asked. I know she's grieving, but she was talking before. She still didn't answer but instead she rubbed my arm with her fingers lightly. Someone started knocking on the door. "Yes?" I called. Y/n still didn't move except for her fingers that were still tracing my arm. "Hello Auntie, I just wanted to speak to Y/n, but I didn't know if you were still in here so I'll go" Draco said nervously. "No no it's ok, I want to go check on Cissy actually, and Y/n doesn't want to be alone, so you could stay with her" I said and sat up but Y/n squeezed my hand. "I'll be right back Y/n" I whispered and kissed her cheek.

I brought Draco outside of the room before leaving. "Shes not talking Draco, so the best you can do is talk to her, she just isn't going to talk back, as far as I've gotten with her is touching, she's very touchy, but won't say a word" I said quietly. He nodded and then went inside the room while I went to Narcissas room.