*this isn't even remotley poetry so skip past it if you want*
I currently just want to rip out my vocal cords and never talk or sing again bc im annoying and nothing i say or do is intelligent, its all gibber gabber and never funny and always lame and look at this fucking run on sentance i can't do anything. I was under the impression that I'm an okay singer, I could go places if I worked my ass off, it WAS my dream but after today I realized I fucking suck and should just quit and stop. I actually really thought i was good, I became what I never wanted to be. I became that girl, the girl I'm afraid of. You know, the one who thinks her talents are amazing but in reality sucks so bad. "Oh I reaaaalllyy like this drawing it's my best one and im so proud of it." And look everyone its a fucking stick figure. Like, I never wanted to be that and now I am that and ew. How did I not realize how much I suck
