pain. all he felt was this unbearable pain after waking up from that wretched spell that completely took over his mind, unable to fight back he didn't have any other choice but to give in to the one thing he wished he didn't. Thanks to the hulk he was able to break out of it, even if the process was painful, it was still worth it. he was mad at himself for being so weak, but who could blame him after being tortured and broken beyond repair...
Thanos managed to embed it in his head that he is useless, weak, and pathetic. that he is someone undeserving of love and trust, and that itself has shattered the remaining of his heart, cause he loves his mother and brother dearly....just afraid to show it, scared of the pain that will follow.
He tried to end his life multiple times when in Thanos's hold, but the chitauri's always found out and they would heal him and stop him from dying, only to break him all over again, making him plead for death, the pain was no longer bearable. both mentally and physically...
He doesn't remember how long it has been since he was in Thanos's hold, it all felt so foggy. everything was a complete blur
Thanos has breaked him beyond repair, just like he wanted...
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After the chaos that happened in new york, everyone gathered around the cell that a certain god is currently locked up in. After apprehending him thor took him and threw him into a hulk proof cell and sealed it shut, and continued to stare at him while he remained quiet, never looking up which was starting to creep everyone out. cause since when did this psycho 'kneel before me' god has ever been quiet without making eye contact......at all?
"Brother! stop this nonsense, I will not fall for your tricks again! why did you decide to attack new york?!" thor all but yelled unable to contain his bubbling anger anymore
they have been trying to get him to talk for the past hour but to no avail, but what intrigued everyone was the fact that he flinched while sitting against the glass wall. still not looking up at all. They decided to put a muzzle on him thinking it would make things easier and told him to nod his head if he decided to answer their questions
which they were not making progress
thor sighed in defeat, not sure how to get him to react anymore. he looked towards his friend for any idea
"brother I will not be able to bring you back to Asgard unless you give us a proper explanation. why are you like this?! weren't you all 'kneel before me or I'll blast you with my magic' crazy earlier?" at that, a look of confusion flashed before the god's eyes before going back to normal, he doesn't remember saying that. he can only recall bits and pieces of the fight, yet again met with silence thor sighed, he loves his brother even now. But there was just one problem, he needed to know why his brother wanted to take over new york, what was the reason?
"you sure the big guy didn't break him for real?" tony asked from where he was sitting
"not now stark" steve sighed "what?! I'm just stating facts cause I mean-look at him" tony spurted out offended while pointing at Loki's cell, even while saying this something tugged at his heart.
"forget it, he's not gonna talk so just bring him back to Asgard thor. I don't wanna deal with this anymore, I have more important matters to attend" fury said and left without hearing anyone out. tony just rolled his eyes at that, since when did that pirate have no things to do?
"very well. but I'm gonna have to discuss this with the all-father first, so I'm gonna leave him here for the moment" thor explained as he picked up Mjollnir
"and how long is that gonna be?" clint asked, clearly not wanting the person who messed with his mind here
"Only about a week here on Midgard, so ill take my leave first" thor said about to leave but turned back "behave brother. you've caused enough problems"
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Behind The Mischief
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