Behind The Mischief

chapter 11

I wrote this while listening to this song!!!

"it wasn't your fault tony.." he muttered softly, tony on the other hand had a hard time pushing his feelings away and he obviously didn't know what he was thinking cause the next thing he knows he had his lips pressed against soft and cold ones...

Loki froze, not knowing what to do he stared at tony wide-eyed while Tony had his eyes closed with his lips pressed softly against his, tony pulled back a sec later to see Loki wide-eyed. immediately he realized what he's done and he got wide-eyed as well...which sometimes isn't good...

"l-Loki I-I didn't--" he cut himself off seeing the terror in Loki's eyes, his eyes unfocused and glazed slightly like he was about to cry "Loki?" he called out softly, fearing the worst. he silently cursed himself for what he'd done

after a moment or two, he blinked...once....twice...and finally, he focused his eyes back on tony's worried ones, it was as if he was waiting for something to happen so he was slightly confused but thankful at the same time

"Loki?" he called out one more time concerned and scared at what he'd done "l-Loki I'm s-sorry, I really....really didn't mean to scare yo--you.." he whispered out

but he stayed quiet 

"Please say something..." he whispered brokenly, eyes slightly glazed this time. Loki furrowed his brows in confusion, normally when he was kissed it would lead to something he never wanted...forced to do things that he never wanted but this time...this time it's different

'Why isn't he doing anything? Why is he crying?' questions just kept popping up in his mind

"y....your not....gonna......w--why?..." and as if a switch had been flipped tony understand why he reacted that way earlier causing a few tears to slip "how can I be so stupid" he whispered to himself and looked back at Loki

"Loki....everyone here....in this tower...*sniffle*...will never do something like that to you...ok?" he asked teary-eyed, he realized how he actually fell in love with the god so fast but he couldn't help it...it hurts him how Loki reacted to certain things sometimes...but this broke him the most...what was left of his shattered heart hurts for him

Loki slowly nodded his head "r....really?" he asked once more, voice so soft and broken, a tear slipping out of his eye onto his cheeks, tony's eyes softened "yes lokes...really..." he whispered and gently wiped the tear that was left on his cheek to which Loki softly leaned into his warm palm

tony stroked it and stared deeply into his eyes, Loki doing the same. never breaking eye contact, gentle honey hazel eyes staring into a pair of emerald eyes, it was as if looking into a forest for tony. he was just lost in them...

this time...this time, it was different, Loki gently leaned forward and brushed his lips onto tony's, in return tony closed his eyes wanting to feel everything of this moment, at the slight cold feeling, made shivers run down his spine. feeling his minty breath hit his lips, he softly opened his eyes and looked into Loki's that was so close to him, he could just look through all those layers and bricks he used to build a wall so strong that he doesn't think anyone would have noticed..

without wasting any more time Loki gently pressed his lips onto tony's. it was as if butterflies were set off and a soft spark spread through them, it was a complete bliss. the kiss was filled with so much love and pain, their lips molding into one. it was the perfect kiss for the both of them, to at least heal a tiny bit of their broken hearts

Tony felt as if he'd never felt this way, of course, it happened with pepper but...this felt different, he felt more love and understanding in this, just one kiss to explain it all, enough to explain how much he cared. Loki, on the other hand, had never kissed someone before, he was forced to before but this felt completely different, he didn't want this to end. but as they ran out of air they had to pull away, both of them feeling dazed from the kiss...

they panted and leaned onto each other's foreheads. Loki blushed heavily after remembering what he did, tony just chuckled and leaned in to peck his lips one last time before getting up

it didn't help Loki's chase though, he just started to blush once more "come on lokes...you need to eat something" he smiled but laughed at Loki's red face, Loki got up along with tony and gently smacked his arm causing tony to laugh even more

once he was done laughing he pulled Loki by his waist close to him "If anything or anyone bothers you...tell me, please...don't hide it" Loki smiled and pecked his lip "alright love" now it was tony's turn to blush from the nickname causing Loki to smirk

tony was beyond happy to see a part of Loki coming back little by little "w....what are we?" Loki asked softly causing tony to smile 

"what do you want us to be lokes.." 

"anything....as long as this never ends.." 

tony smiled widely at that "that means~...we are~....a~....couple." he playfully dragged out each word causing Loki to scowl at him but that turned into a cute grin when he heard 'couple' "can we not tell anyone yet?...a-about us?" Loki asked timidly, afraid of tony's reaction "of course lokes, it's completely fine.." tony told him with a soft smile, Loki sighed and smiled gratefully "thank you, Anthony.." 

"anything for you sweetheart" now that he said on purpose, causing Loki to blush a little but he smiled nonetheless and buried his face in the crook of tony's neck, him doing the same landing a small kiss onto his neck and gently stroking his hair

a few more minutes later he pulled away and stared into those green eyes that held so many emotions at this very second, then he proceeded to grin playfully 

"come one now frosty! you missed your brunch!" he yelled excitedly and proceeded to drag Loki playfully out of his room, Loki followed laughing at his tony's antiques, silently wishing for this to never end

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back downstairs everyone was worried over the god, whenever they went up to check on them they would hear tony shushing Loki back to sleep or trying to coach him out of a panic attack so yeah...they are terribly worried

they were all sitting around the living area when they heard laughing coming from the stairs, for a moment they thought they were hearing things cause they heard tony's and Loki's voices...laughing....laughing

they looked to one another wondering the same thing but got interrupted when they saw Loki and tony both stumbling into the lounge. at first, they thought those two somehow got drunk up there with how much they were smiling and laughing

"y--y--you're s-serious?!" he asked between laughs gasping for air, Loki just smiled smugly and chuckled "yep" he said popping the 'p' and tony doubled over laughing once again. everyone just stared at the two confusedly but also grateful with how Loki was smiling

"*big gasp* ok let's get food in you" he said and grabbed Loki's hand half dragging him to the kitchen counter making him sit, as he turned around he noticed the team standing there and gaping at him

"you guys good?" he question but before anyone can answer him a big crash coming from above...

I'm sorry for that cute loving moment cause I was listening to this love song which made me feel sappy. hence the chapter...hope you like it