Sadistic Love

Alone

We are sitting in the couch watching a movie that master chose. He asked me what I wanted to watch but I told him he could choose since I had no idea what movies he had and what are his tastes. With this I find out he has Netflix so there's a lot of movies to choose from.

We are not exactly cuddling. We're just sitting side by side, me slightly leaned onto him. I guess he is still giving me more time to get used to being with him. Even though he his more strict now he's still taking things pretty slow which I'm thankful for.

It is almost ten pm and I know that I have to go to sleep soon. But before I do that I want to ask master a few questions.

- Master?- I call him softly.

He pauses the movie and gives me his full attention.

- When I wake up tomorrow will you be gone?

He gives me a small smile.

- Yeah, I will.

- At what time are you going to wake up tomorrow?

- Six thirty.- He answers and I widen my eyes.- You know what? I'm going to tell you how things are going to work from now on. Pay attention to what I'm about to say, I won't repeat myself.- He states and starts talking again.- Every day you will wake up at six am and you're going to make breakfast. You will wake me up thirty minutes later and by the time I'm ready I'm hoping breakfast to be ready and you will wait for me kneeling beside my chair. Is that clear?

I make an internal list. Dear God I hope I don't forget anything.

- Lexie?- He calls my name since I wasn't answering with a tone of anger.

- Y-Yes sir! I'm sorry sir.

- When I ask you a question you answer, or you didn't know that?- He asks arrogantly.

- I did know that, sir. I apologize.- I blush.

- Did you listen to everything I said before?

- Yes, sir. I promise I did.

- We will see about that.- He turns back to the movie and presses play.- But for tomorrow don't worry about any of this. Enjoy the last day that you can sleep until late. You will only start this routine after tomorrow.

Even though he just spoke to me slightly rudely, and I hate that in people, I felt something weird in my belly. Like butterflies. Since I have been with him I've been feeling butterflies a lot.

- It's your bed time. Go to sleep.

- Yes sir.- I get up.- Goodnight master. Oh, and have a nice day at work tomorrow.- I smile.

- Goodnight angel. And thank you.- He smiles back a little.

I walk upstairs and go to my bedroom.

This thing of going to bed so early really annoys me. I like to go to sleep late, I've always liked. And it's not that because I'm going to bed at ten that I will immediately fall asleep.

I still need to shower anyways. I don't wash my hair and take a 10 minutes shower and dress my pajamas. I lay in bed and grab my phone and text my best friend for just a few minutes. I don't wanna risk it too much.

By the time I decide to "go to sleep" it's already past eleven thirty. I hear master walking up the stairs minutes later and at some point I fall asleep.

***

I take a deep breathe and open my eyes slowly. I turn to my bedside table and check the time. It's already past ten am. I sit and stretch and for the first time I notice a small paper beside my phone.