I don't know why I can't say the words
"I love you "
anymore
I guess that one day
when I stop saying those words out loud
I stop saying those words to everyone
even to those that I really care about
maybe I'm just scared
that everyone I let in
always end up leaving me
even though I know they won't
Maybe is that I have
A little bit of doubt in me
is not letting me say it
even though I want to
everyone I let in always
end up leaving
right when I start getting close
but always know that
I do love you
I just can't the say words
out loud
and I try to show that I love you
in everything little thing that I do
I'm trying
but also not ready to say it out loud
yet again
Just know I want to say those words
I need a little time to get back
to myself
I promise I will
I promise I am
but for now just
give me time
the little things that I do
I'm trying to show you
that I DO love you
very much so
just give me time to say it back
I'm trying
even me writing those words
hurts me
a little
I don't know why I can't say the words
"I love you "
maybe I'm scared to open up again
cuz for so long I close myself off
to my family
to my friends
to everyone that's around me
and I don't like to open up
to people
to family
anymore
You asked me
why
I can't say those words
anymore
Maybe I'm just afraid
Of those words
Now that I know how much
Those words
Makes people feel
Or how
Those words can hurt someone
At the same time
I think
I'm afraid of the words
" I love you"
Now
You asked me
Why
But I have no answers
I'm asking myself that
Same question
YOU ARE READING
Words from the heart&soul
PoetrySome of these poems are from my experience, And some poems is how other people felt. but all of these poems are mine.
