Bind Me

it means everything

Lila's POV

I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him down as our lips collided. The kiss was slow and full of need. His hand was lightly caressing my body; he was barely touching me. His other arm was shaking as he struggled to hold himself above me.

I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed my heels against his ass. He jerked forward, stopping himself with his arms. I dug my heels in harder and dragged my nails up his back. He groaned as his head fell into the crook of my neck, and he pushed his body flush against mine.

"I've never... done this before. I don't know... what I'm doing." He choked out a moan as his cock grew thicker against my stomach. His breath against his mark on my neck tingled.

"Neither have I," I breathed, lifting my hips, trying to find some friction.

He moved down a little until his cock was nestled in between my legs. I lifted my hips again and moaned as his cock hit my clit. I was so unbelievably turned on; I could feel the wetness seeping through my sweatpants.

"Are you sure? You know what this means, right?" He asked, stopping his movements.

I nodded, sitting up. "It means everything." I smiled.

He leaned back on his heels, keeping his gaze on me as I fumbled with my teeshirt. I gingerly lifted it, pulling it off. His eyes zoned in on my chest. He let out a long, exasperated breath before removing his own teeshirt.

I held his gaze as I reached behind me and unhooked my bra. I pulled each strap down but held the bra covering my breasts. I was shy. My breaths were coming out in quick puffs. I know he's seen me naked, but this feels so different. I actually feel vulnerable.

He edged towards me and kneeled between my legs. He held his breath as he reached his hand up and grazed his finger along my cleavage. He let out a quick, uneasy breath as he parted his lips, moving his finger lower.

"You're beautiful, Lila." He whispered, tracing his finger along the outline of my bra. He dipped his finger inside, copying his actions. My breath hitched in my throat as his finger grazed my nipple.

His eyes snapped to mine as I let my bra fall between us. He wrapped his arm around my back as he laid me down tenderly. He captured my lips in a sensual kiss while covering my very naked chest with his. The feel of his skin on mine was indescribable.

His hands were shaky by my head. I touched his hand and brought it between us. I directed his hand to my breast. He sucked in a breath before sliding his tongue against mine and twirling his finger around my nipple.

He flicked his finger ever so gently. I reached between us and hooked my thumbs into the waistband of his shorts. He froze. I pushed my lips against him firmly. He lifted his hips, giving me better access.

I pushed my hand down his boxers. I wiggled my fingers against his cock. His kisses became sloppy before he pulled away, and he shoved his head into the crook of my neck. As I grazed my finger along the length, he placed an open mouth kiss against his mark. I moaned, wrapping my hand the best I could around him as he slowly thrust against my hand.

"Lila," he moaned as I swiped my thumb around his tip.

I swiped my thumb again, applying more pressure, so I could hear him make that sound again.

"Can I?" He gestured his head down to my sweatpants.

I pulled my hand out enough to push his shorts and boxers down in one move. He stumbled back, climbing off the bed. He stepped out of his shorts, taking the boxers with him as he kicked them across the room.