i was never able to accept the fact.
the fact that i was actually living the life i wanted.
the fact that i thought i was dating the guy i could see myself with in the future.
the fact that Jer asked me to be the one i was gonna marry when i was older.
my personal opinion i didn't want him hanging out with girls.
i didn't want him bringing them up.
i didn't want him tempting my patience of jealousy.
i didn't even want to be jealous.
i just couldn't help myself.
and with that i would be able to label myself as "the toxic jealous girlfriend".
i would tell my friends how he was the toxic one.
did that make me the toxic one ?
fine it did.
his personality was toxic.
he was completely different from online whenever we saw each other in real life.
it was different from what it was like online .
we were more awkward in person than online. seeking as i preferred to be better more in person than online.
it annoyed me seeming how he was different from what it seemed like online.
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Short StoryY/N falls in love with Jeremy. A 15 year old boy who she meets through mutuals. Jeremy and Y/N end up together but will they last forever ? Read too find out. -
