distance between us

𝘽𝙚𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙪𝙨

between us
i thought he was the one.
the one i was gonna stay with
the one that was for me
but nothing 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝘀 was special although i felt like i was living the life it was like every relationship or what i relationship would normally go through.
boy falls in love with girl ,
boy asks girl out,
boy and girl are happy,
then boy hurts girl ,
boy goes to another girl ,
leaving girl all alone
or even the other way around
same story just roles reversed
isn't that what every stories like.
longer you've been with them the more memories, more reasons is to why be sad.
that's what happened with me anyways.
nothing amazing happened
i didn't feel like i was ABSOLUTELY LIVING THE WORLD.
but at parts it felt like i did. i was happy , we were happy , i thought we were happy anyways worse comes to worse we weren't
well it was before he comes to speak out .
it did feel worth it, happy.
actually worth something, this relationship??
but it just felt like each relationship I've been in except this one was i bit more hurtfully emotional. i wasn't ready to loose someone i didn't want to loose even tho how much i hated him i still really really liked him.
i didn't want to leave him.
i didn't want HIM to leave me.
but we grow apart.
lead from different paths
torn away from each other .
it's what we do
or it's what we are known to do.
but 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘂𝘀 it was nothing special
it was nothing special but that made me feel special.
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damn
why am i crying again.