Ayanokoji struggles through realizations

Short bit of kei simping for kiyo cause im lonely

Kei pov
"Ive always liked quiet people" i said looking over at the golden eyed boy across from me.

We were having a dinner date in his dorm room.
Even if i was only starring at him.
He truly was pretty.
Maybe it was how he had skin any girl wished she could have.
Perfect doll like skin.

"I would of taken you to be the type who likes outgoing guys." He stated, putting down his store bought ramen.

I liked how he always does this.Given me his full attention while they were in his dorm room.
I would see how how perfect his face was.
His eyes golden like royalty.
Hair messy but fits him perfectly.
Perfect porcelain skin,Smooth and no imperfections.
Nose soft but sharp.
He was perfection.

Ahh and how he wait. Waits for me to continue but lets his mind wander. Lets his mind go off into thoughts he wont say out loud.

"Yea" I started, smiling at the way his eyes, perfect golden eyes, snaps to me. Giving his full attention.
Analyzing my ever word. Search for any hidden messages. "You never truly know if there dancing in a daydream or if they're carrying the weight of the world" I finished looking over at his face.
Even though i truly cant tell if his face tightened at the last sentences i said. I know for a fact that he understood what i meant.

He was perfect in every way.
A masterpiece in looks and knowledge.
But even masterpiece has flaws in some aspects.
Be it the way it was made or the person who made it.
Everyone has flaws no matter how hard you try to deny and get rid of them.
They were still their to begin with.
They were what made you,you.
And someone will love you for it.

And kiyotaka your angles, your shapes. They spell out destruction, ruin. You're like the most beautifully put together bomb, and I'm eagerly awaiting zero.

Waiting for the way you stop hiding and show everyone how truly beautiful and amazingly smart you are.