Ayanokoji struggles through realizations

Author doesnt like smoke and is projecting onto ayanokoji, dont read this 0/10

Ayanokoji pov
Smoke has always been around in my lifetime.
It wasn't the type that came around from campfire you had with family.
Or the kind from a fire place in your home.
But it was from cigars.
It normally only lasted a few seconds before matso removed me from the room quickly, but i always remember the smell.
It was...gross.
His father never played into his request to stop smoking.
But he will always be grateful for matso coming to his rescue with sweet sents afterwards.

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"Master dont you think its...not healthy for you to smoke before the young master comes" mastso asked.
"Hmm" the professor asked staring right at the butler. "Are you questioning my choices" he asked. It was a clear challenge.
"Im sorry if this sounds rude sir but this can effect the young master in some ways." Matso stated, "this may effect your masterpiece sir" he finished cringing at "masterpiece" slightly.
The professor gave a heavy sigh. Staring at some documents on his desk.
"Do a deep clean of everything with the smell." He finished.
Mastso smiled brightly, give a bow and leaveing when dismissed.

~

"Agggghh you guys are going to give me gray hairs" kesie complained.
It was a normal study day for the 5 of them.
Airi and Ayanokoji where just watching as haruka and akito where messing around, and as kesie was scolded the both of them.
Haruka just stuck her tongue out at him.
"Just take up smoking dude, itll loosen your little attitude" akito joked.
No one mentioned the slight flinch and risen shoulders Ayanokoji had done at that joke.
They didnt mention when he left in a hurry with his hand placed under his nose...almost like he was covering it from a wretched smell.
"That wasn't cool akito" haruka said, "it was clear how uncomfortable anyanokoji-kun is with smoke."
"Yea, he always has his window next to his seat open when she comes in for homeroom and history."kisie joined in.
"G-guys let not fight ok" airi panicked. "We can all call it a day and go home ok"
They didn't mention the wide amount of sweats opened around Ayanokoji at a park table as they walked towards the dorms.

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Cigar smoke will all ways be something Ayanokojis remembers.
He wouldnt be able to forget about it but he does have a small solution to help him through it.

Because When you forget something,its always there.It doesn't disappear or fade away,it is just forgotten.

Only to resurfaced at the worst of times.