Bucky Barnes/Steve Rogers imagines

Worried- Chris

Y/N's PoV
I had been in a bad mood all day, not even cause I was angry. I'm worried Chris will be breaking up with me soon. I had been short with him. We even got into an argument, causing Chris to storm out of our apartment almost three hours ago. I sat on the bedroom floor, my face stained with tears. The door to the apartment opens and I don't bother leaving the room. "Y/N!" Chris yells my name. I can't tell if he's ready to argue more or reconcile.

"Yes my love?" I quietly say from the bedroom. My boyfriend walks in and looks at me.

"What's wrong today?"

"Nothing."

"Don't say that."

"I told you, nothing."

"You're acting like a child." I can hear the anger in his voice. So of course, I'm angry as well. I stand up.

"I am not acting like a child. I told you nothing is wrong what do you expect me to say?"

"I expect you to tell me the truth!" Chris steps forward and into my personal space. "I hate arguing with you but all you ever are is cranky. Why are you so pissed all the time?"

"Because.... Because I'm scared ok?" When I say this Chris looks confused. "I'm scared that one day soon you're going to wake up and not love me anymore. Scared that you're going to get sick of my craziness and my need for constant reassurance that you aren't leaving me." His hand touches my arm but before he can speak, I continue. "Scared that you're going to get fed up with my mood swings and panic attacks and uncontrollable fits of fucking sadness. But most of all, I'm absolutely terrified that you are going to see me the way I see myself." I take a deep breath, letting Chris know I am done.

"Why would I see you as anything but absolutely amazing. You're so beautiful and so caring, so maybe you have mood swings sometimes, who doesn't. I know I have em. And I love how crazy you are, you take us on wild adventures all the time. I'm fine with giving you constant reassurance cause I need you to know I will never leave you. You're the only one that see's yourself in a poor way and I really hope I can help change that." He takes my hands in his. "Because I love you with all my heart." Dodger runs into the room, nuzzling his head in my side. "And obviously Dodger does too." I giggle before bending down to pet the dog and back up to kiss Chris.

"And I love you both too. So very much."