I was about to turn my back on him because I know for the truth that he is lying on my face again. When suddenly I felt his hand on my wrist.
"Finlo, please listen to me," he begs while I am giving him cold stares.
"Tell me everything Diego, Please. I don't know what to believe anymore," I said in monotone as I try to hide the pain that I am feeling while I am talking to him knowing that this might be the last time we will talk.
He looked at me with his deep blue eyes like they're talking, but I looked away, I might get drowned with those eyes again.
"Please tell me, what is it? I am so tired of whelving these pains you brought me," I shouted.
I am already drowning in sea of melancholy where no one is trying to save me except myself. I can't tell my friends what is happening between me and Diego because it might ruin the friendship we've made throughout these years.
"I got her pregnant," he said with a teary eyes and quivering lips..
That's it, I'm done. How can I love someone who is breaking me into pieces while I am trying to be better.
"That's all. We should end this relationship that we have," I said before walking away.
I can hear him shouting my name but the pain inside me keep on telling me to continue walking without looking back at him. Tangina bakit naman ganito? Gusto ko lang sumaya, gusto ko lang mag-mahal, gusto ko lang maging mabuting tao, pero bakit ganito? Bakit ang sakit?
While I am walking with tears flowing down into my cheeks someone held my wrist, and as I looked into my back it was Alistaire.
"I saw everything, you don't need to pretend that you are okay," he said before reaching me his handkerchief.
I hugged him tight and started to cry where my sobs are the only I can hear. I'm done with these pains. I love him, but he's breaking me into pieces to the point that I can't pick myself up anymore.
"Sshhh, I won't say that it's okay because obviously its not, but hold yourself Finlo," Alistaire said while stroking my back.
"Do you know who the girl is?" Alistaire asked with his deep baritone voice.
That question gave me shivers down to my spine.
"Who is she?" I asked.
"You know her, very well" he answered.
