*Came back for seconds

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I wake up and know I have to go see the pogues. I feel totally drained and I look it too.

I get out of bed and take a shower trying to wash away everything that happened last night. I go into my closet and look at myself in the mirror, I look at the red and purple marks on my waist and know I can't wear a bikini. I look at my body and start to cry. Is this all people want me for? Maybe I am a slut, I mean everyone else has said so. Maybe all anyone will ever want me for is my body.

I finally find the effort to get dressed and I change into this bikini with this oversized top on to cover up my marks,

I finally find the effort to get dressed and I change into this bikini with this oversized top on to cover up my marks,

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I walk down to the HSM pogue and see JB, Kie, Pope and JJ waiting for me

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I walk down to the HSM pogue and see JB, Kie, Pope and JJ waiting for me.

Jb: and look who it is

Ki: I like your shirt

Jj: hey that's mine

K: sorry you left it a while ago so I just thought-

J: it's fine keeks have it,

I looked down and played with my bracelets.

P: you coming on or?

K: oh erm yeah sure,

Jj put his hand out and I take it slowly, I step into the boat and he pulls me over to sitting with him.

Jj: you okay?

He whispers.

K: I'm fine

I say staring into space.

Jb: you sure keeks?

K: uh huh

Jj: you didn't call me last night after the party, everything good?

K: yeah now can we go!?

They all just nodded knowing something wasn't right, I looked down again.

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