I wake up and know I have to go see the pogues. I feel totally drained and I look it too.
I get out of bed and take a shower trying to wash away everything that happened last night. I go into my closet and look at myself in the mirror, I look at the red and purple marks on my waist and know I can't wear a bikini. I look at my body and start to cry. Is this all people want me for? Maybe I am a slut, I mean everyone else has said so. Maybe all anyone will ever want me for is my body.
I finally find the effort to get dressed and I change into this bikini with this oversized top on to cover up my marks,
I walk down to the HSM pogue and see JB, Kie, Pope and JJ waiting for me.
Jb: and look who it is
Ki: I like your shirt
Jj: hey that's mine
K: sorry you left it a while ago so I just thought-
J: it's fine keeks have it,
I looked down and played with my bracelets.
P: you coming on or?
K: oh erm yeah sure,
Jj put his hand out and I take it slowly, I step into the boat and he pulls me over to sitting with him.
Jj: you okay?
He whispers.
K: I'm fine
I say staring into space.
Jb: you sure keeks?
K: uh huh
Jj: you didn't call me last night after the party, everything good?
K: yeah now can we go!?
They all just nodded knowing something wasn't right, I looked down again.
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Promises ~ JJ Maybank
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