Yes, I Love You

10

WIN

I sat inside my car for solid 5 minutes just like a lifeless doll with tears falling from my eyes.
A few mins later I decided to leave for school so I can see him there.

30 mins later...

I arrived at school and rushed to find Bright.
But he wasn't there. I asked the others if they saw Bright but they said they didn't. I called him....he didn't pick up. I tried messaging him

                                     BRIGHT☀️

               Where are you?
Text me now
Please
Bright?
Bright
Please
Tell me now
Why won't you reply?
Are you mad at me?
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
Please don't disappear on me
Pick up
The call
Please
I'm worried
Why did you take your car?
Where are you?
Are you even at school?
Please reply.....
Call me as soon
as you see these messages

I looked everywhere in school even our secret hangout place but he wasn't there or anywhere. I head to class because my professor caught me roaming. I kept looking at the time for all my classes to end so I can go and look for him. I tried texting and calling again but still no answer from him.

I decided to look for him on the way home, suddenly the park from yesterday crossed my mind
So I went to the park to hopefully find him but he wasn't there either.

The clouds got darker, I felt my body shaking and sweating.
The rain started pouring.

*BAMMMMMM*

The sound of thunder was too strong that I was breathless, yes I have Astraphobia.

I ran to my car covering my ears trying my best not to panic and I managed to drive back to Bright's house, no matter what happens I always want to stay with him whenever it rains. So I drove to his house hoping that he'd be there.

I was going to lose myself as the lightning was terrifying to look at but there is no way I have to keep my eye on the road just to stay alive.

As soon I got near his house I saw his car,
I stopped my car
I am already soaked wet, shaking, and terrified.
But the moment I opened my car door I heard the loudest thunder of my life, at the edge of losing it.

I run inside his house didn't even bother about my car, I dropped my keys in the living room and ran upstairs to Bright's room shivering and crying.

The door was already slightly open. He was sitting there in his uniform curled up into a ball while hugging his knees and quietly sobbing near his bed.
My fragile self couldn't take it anymore, So I opened his door.

.................................................................................

The door opened slowly making a creaking noise which got Bright's attention. He turned around quickly to find Win standing there looking miserable.

He was soaked wet, his eyes were red, and almost on the verge of breaking down. Bright got up wiping his tears and asked

"Win what happened to you?"

Win couldn't hold his tears anymore.
Then he bursts out crying

"don't cry, come here"

"dOn cRi? *hick* yu kno how scared I was *hick"

Bright caressed Win's hair while holding him in his arms.

"I am sorry Win, don't cry"

Few minutes later.....

"Where did you go? You know how much I was worried?"

"Win i-"

"You better tell me the truth only"

"You are completely wet now change your clothes before you get sick"

"I asked you where you were the whole day?"

"You must be soo scared, I'm sorry I wasn't there with you," said bright while caressing Win's cheeks

Win released himself from Bright's arms

"Bright, can you stop ignoring my question?"

Win's looked at him straight in the eyes longing for his answer

"Win....I-"

"Whatever it is....tell me, I've never judged you and you know that," said Win while holding both of Bright's hand

Bright took a deep breath looked back at Win, trying to hold back his tears.

"I was at Aunt Vila's, for.....for a therapy sess....session"

Win just stood there not knowing how to process whatever Bright was saying.

The room was quiet, only the sound of the rain could be heard.

"For what? Therapy for what Bright?" he screamed

"Unusually disturbing dreams" a drop of tear fell from his eyes to the ground

Win was literally in shock as he felt very useless not being able to be there for him and that he was not even aware of whatever his best friend was going through.

The room was quiet again

[i know I suck at updating 👀🏃🏻‍♂️, I can't believe I'm posting after like 6 months dayum. Whenever I try to write it doesn't make any sense and I often feel like my English is super bad, that I'm not good at writing. Even as a beginner I don't think my writing skills are good enough 😭. This is the only reason why i ain't updating, Im sorry]