Yes, I Love You

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BRIGHT's POV

I entered my house with a heavy heart,
But quickly faked my expression as I realized that I was inside my house already. Because my family, know me very well. I'm afraid they'd find out.

I saw my mom in the kitchen happily dancing while cooking, it was so beautiful to watch, she was so happy. So, I didn't want to tell her or anyone what I'm going through, I just don't want them to worry. I went to her
to be happy.

"Hi mom," I said while smiling, my mom turned around and cupped my face "oh baby you are back!" said while rubbing my cheeks. I nodded, I wish I could see her smiling forever, as she was smiling I can see her expression change slowly, "Bright, why do you have dark circles? Are you sleeping well?" she asked with a worried expression on her face

My eyes widened and I started shivering
"O-Oh re-really? I do-don't know" I stuttered
"Are you okay?" My mom asked me
I can see she is really worried now
I don't want to see her like that, So I lied "I just got back from school how do you expect me to look? Well I know I look good all the time but still..." I chuckled nervously to change the mood
My mom laughed at me "Love that confidence, Now go change your clothes, Your dad will come home in a few minutes and we'll eat dinner" she said as she hit me.

I gave out a deep sigh as I entered my room, I sat on my bed with my hands on the back of my neck, I just came to the realization that keeping everything to myself was selfish, My loved ones deserve to know but I can't just tell them.

"Maybe what I'm dealing with....is normal? Or.....Am I overreacting? But why? What is the reason?" I can't help but question myself more

(Bright's POV ends here)

Bright has no idea what is happening to him, he can't sleep for a year now, he thought it was normal at first and didn't mind it much. Things got worse and worse, he started to get nightmares. But he never showed it outside and he's always tired no one knew.

He stopped getting them for few weeks and was able to sleep well, maybe they won't appear again he thought but no.......he dreamt again today, Which made him miserable. Even though it sounds childish, he was so scared. They were about losing his loved ones.
Today it was about him losing Win, it hit different and broke him.

Today morning he had forgotten what he had dreamt about but after texting Win during the lunch hour a sudden wave hit and reminded him. That's when he was frozen and was unable to function.

BRIGHT's POV (again)
"Ugh!!!! I just want to sleep and......*sob* I can't imagine losing him*more sobbing* " I punched the wall crying.

"What did I do to deserve this?" I cried more

*TING*

I got a message from Win, I wiped my tears and smiled after seeing his name.
He makes me happy, I just know that.

                              Win❤️

Hey

How are you feeling now?

                                                 I'm tired