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- it needs to be ok

While the avengers were trying to figure out how to help you, you woke up. In a different place than you expected. Your head was on a soft pillow, wrapped in a soft blanket.

You opened your eyes. Every muscle in your body ached, it was like you could hear the blood rushing in your body. You tried to sit up, on the 3rd attempt it worked.

Except for the bed, the room was empty. No windows; only dim light came from an elongated lamp on the ceiling.

You tried to get out of bed, but your legs collapsed, you land on the ground , your knees hit slightly. Cursing you looked down, at your knees, that had started to bleed .

The red substance flowed over the white floor, annoyed you stood up steadily. That you see your blood had already happened during training with Thor, it wasn't that bad. Worse was your whole body that ached and the fact that you got dizzy with every step.

You pushed the doorknob over and over again. But nothing moved. Anger took over you.

Your body hurt, you didn't knew where your are. It all made you angry. Where was Loki? Why weren't the others there yet. How long have you been here?

You started to sleep against the door, over and over and over.

"What are you doing there, you're hurting yourself", came a voice from behind you turned around in a flash. There was the woman. You've seen her before, you're sure of that.

Her almost snow-white long hair that she had combed back, the ice-blue eyes and the narrow nose looked a bit very familiar to you.
She came through a door that you didn't see.

"I think we should sort something out," she said calmly.

"where is loki" you asked back.

She shook her head, sat on the bed and looked at you at. "I've been watching you for a long time and I always had the impression that you don't like him"

"SHILD kept quiet that he was behind everything, but we knew it and you know it too," she said.

"Where is he and where are we? " you asked further. She gave you a small laugh. "So many questions, sit down and I'll tell you," she hit herself on the blanket at these words

You didn't move when the woman noticed the flashes anger in her eyes, it was obvious that she was not used to being disregarded. But she quickly regained control. "I'm so rude, sorry , my name is Haylie McOffer by the way, I worked with your parents before they had their accident"

You raised your eyes, this is too much, way too much. You wanted to go home. In Thor's arms or to Loki- just gone. Away from this woman, from this place.

"I don't believe you," you say. Your parents never mentioned her. "Didn't your parents always give you these pills when they were alive".

You looked at her. How did she know. they were sleeping pills, as a child you always had headaches and bad sleep.

"I know about these pills because I prescribed them, because you are our project" You looked at her confused. A project? You're not a project. What is she talking about.

"How about we go out to eat and I tell you everything, you have to starve to death," she suggested.

"Did you kill Loki", you ask, a picture came from your eyes. Loki-
How he was tied to a chair and he was screaming. screamed out all the pain.

"God you're obsessed with this guy," she groaned in frustration.

"Tell me where he is and you can talk as much as you want," came your answer. She shrugged her shoulders. "He's ok, the guy is pretty ok"

"Where is he" you asked further. "He's in a different room, during an examination, SHILD has chipped you and we need to know if you chipped him too," she continued. You leaned against the door. Did you do what? why should they. "There are a lot of things you don't know," she said. Obviously.

"Take me to loki," you mean.
"No," came the answer.
"I said you can tell me what you want, not that I will listen," you said when she started to say something.

Haylie looked at you. "You are like your father, stubborn as you can, but I can see you are tired, you should sleep," she said and got up, straightening her clothes and looking at you seriously.

You close your eyes. "I want to go home," you mumble. Haylie sighed, she held out her hand to you, but the two of you were far too far apart. "You're home," she said and then went back out the door she came from.

You lean backwards, you wanted to go home. You wanted to go to Thor and you wanted Loki to be OK again. The last picture you had of him in your head. He doesn't seem OK.

You sink to the ground. Your eyes still closed, you have to remember something good. In Nat's voice. Buckys smile. Thor's charisma. The way Thor looked at you symbolized that everything was ok. you cursed remembering how he looked, how he made you tingle.

How his hands run over your body and he let you forget all the stress. And then you see Loki in your inner eye. you can see how he looked at you crookedly and smiled slightly.

How he had given you absolute security when you were waiting for this party; how your hatred had changed.

It was all so confusing, so much.

Many hours passed before you woke up again. Your body was back in bed. Haylie had changed her strategy. She knew that she had to get to you first. So she had sent Loki in to you after all. The god couldn't do magic in these rooms anyway.

He had found you lying on the floor and picked you up and put you in the bed. He didn't understand any of this, to find you so hurt on the floor had knocked you out. he had never told you since he first saw you he had been fascinated, he wanted to get to know you, keep you, make you his. Mark your body and let everyone know that you belong to them. but it never went like that. Life was not like that to him. He got the ones he didn't want. He lay down next to you, his bones ache. They'd done something to him. In the end, that didn't matter to him. He wanted you to be ok.
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I'm a bit soft for this kind of loki, but he will still show his dom side. I promise smut. We just have to go into the storyline a little.