Between

- you're at home or In a dream.

You couldn't open your eyes, your head was pounding like crazy. Every single part of your body burned as hell. You and Loki had been in this building , he had looked at you, called your name and then this red flash came.
Everything got dark.

You tried to open your eyes again. The second attempt it worked. It was dark. And unusually warm.
You felt dizzy, your head was on something hard and only a few seconds later you did realize that it was Loki's shoulder.

"Are you ok," his voice was kinda rusty. It seemed like he shouted a lot. Your mouth was dry. You couldn't speak, so you just nodded weakly.

Where are we, you tried to ask, but your mouth wouldn't open.

"I'll take us out of here, darling," Loki muttered, but his voice sounded exhausted too. As if the red lightning that hit him too had robbed him of all his strength.

In the short time you have known Loki, you wouldn't have thought that this was even possible.

And while Loki and y / n were both wondering what the hell was happening, Bucky and Natasha stopped looking out for them.

Something had made them down after hours they woke up again, had been looking for y / n and Loki forever, but the two had disappeared.

Both, Nat and Bucky went back. Completely done, bucky leaned in his seat. "Why now".

Natasha was silent, with a clenched hand she started the plane. She was worried and she felt guilty. She had been the leader - she hadn't been able to help -

Every think was silent until they entered the avenger tower, then Bucky said something again
"During the flight I texted the others, Clint went to his family, but Thor, Strak, Steve as well as Wanda and Vision are there," he explained.

They ran up the stairs, "I told Steve it wasn't a good idea," he continued.

Suddenly Natasha stopped. "What are you talking about?"

Bucky stopped too, he touched his neck nervously with his metal arm.
"I don't know everything, but Steve said he was sucking himself up when he was told that y / n should go on the mission, he said she wasn't ready yet it was too risky"

"Our job is always risky," came Nat's answer.
"It seems like something else, we argued a lot about it at the party yesterday Steve said he couldn't tell me".
In the meantime both continued to walk to the conference room.

Stark and Steve yelled at each other. "I told you," said Steve.
"I didn't have a choice," came Tony's reply, while Thor waited to put his fist in his hands.

"Since when are you the kind of person who likes rules", Steve yelled

Vision and Wanda came in at the same time as Nat and Bucky. While Wanda asked what was going on, Vision was talking something about that there was a very small chance to get them back.

Natasha was trying to figure out what Vision meant. Steve started arguing with Bucky too, like children.

Finally it was Wanda who silenced everyone. She hit the table with a swing, her red magic flickering across the room, everyone got pressed into their seats.

All except Thor, but Thor looked up at the sudden moment.

"What the hell is happened", Wanda asked seriously.

Steve was the first to speak.
"y / n is here for a reason, there were a few things in her past".

"SHILD", had the feeling these things had changed her", continued Vision"

It was not Hydra this time, but she's with another organization, y / n and my brother, "finished Thor.

"Wait a minute, there is an organization that wanted y / n and everyone knew that", Wanda asked, the anger written on her face.

She turned to Vision, he looked guiltily to the side.

"I didn't know anything," said Nat, who looked just as angry

. "I didn't know either," said Bucky. "At least not quite," he added.

"You knew it and you sent her on the mission, she has only been training for a short time and yet you thought it was a good idea," Natasha asked angrily to Steve.

Tony wanted to say something, but in the end it was Thor who opened his mouth. "I trained her, she was so good".

Nat cut him off. "I'm most disappointed in you".

"We need a plan," added wnada.

Silence.

You heard voices.
Was it Loki's voice?
No, another man was talking.

How long have you been gone? Was this a blackout?
Where have you been?

All these questions went through your head.
There doesn't seem to be an answer.

Just empty and rustling. You managed to open your eyes. Light shine on you-
Was it a sun? Was this heaven?

You turned your head to the side. There was Loki.
You were still alive.

His suit was dirty and his hair messed up, his skin even paler. He was lying in a kind of strange chair.

A league? You couldn't tell.

Was Loki hurt, you wondered?
But at that very second, his body seemed to shakes.

His mouth moved, it was as if his cry and scream of pain came from far away, as if you weren't there. As if you only see him through a kind of spongy window. You wanted to reach him, but at that moment a burning shot came through your body. You could move, something seemed to stop you.

It was like everything was on fire, you sweat, every muscle in your body seemed to melt under the heat.The pain was like hell burning everything out.

Faces appear above you, a man and a woman.

Their lips pulled up higher and higher they grinned, made faces, mocked you. Or did they not?
Was it all just imagination?
Were you still in this room ? What if you were in your bed, with Thor?
Was it all just a nightmare that because you had drunk too much Asagardian drinks?

If you were honest don't you remember how many drinks you had yesterday?
Was it even yesterday?

You just wanted to close your eyes, let yourself be burned until you were just dust and felt no more pain.

You heard voices. "It's fascinating, I can understand why he doesn't die, but she - I can tell, they did such a good job with her ," said the voice.

It was a man - but was it the man who bent over you in the light of the lamp?

You had to close your eyes very briefly
- only very briefly.

You felt an ice cold hand on your face, but was it just cold because your face burned?

Someone called your name, you wanted to turn to the person.
Was it Loki? Was he still alive?
What kind of place is this?

You'd have to close your eyes - just for a moment.

"No , don't close your eyes, you're almost there, I'm so glad you're at home again," said the woman.
Or was it the man?

The word echoed in your head.
At home.
At home.
At home.

Have you been at home?
Was that the reality?
Or a dream?

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-I don't know if I like this chapter.