BESTFRIENDS

Love Triangle

Austin P.O.V.
I got up and flinched back against the seat as Sam watched me sleep. He had this mischievous look on his face like he did as he read through them messages yesterday while making love to me. I hated that look. I wonder what he was up too. I reached for the door handle behind me and right before I got ready to pull and run like a track star he spoke. "I gotta take care of some so you gotta go." He said giving me a banana. What the hell am I gone do with this brown ass banana I was gone ask but I just left, but on second thought..."What you got to do?" I asked him. "Im going over one of my niggas house." "Somebody you fucking I bet." "You guessed it." He said so calm and collectively. Here he goes again. He can never be satisfied with me and it just kills me. I wanted to jump over the seat and smack him for treating me like I'm nothing when I'm giving him the exact opposite treatment. “Im just playing we haven't fucked yet but I ain't gone lie like I ain't tried too." That's what I hate about him. I want him to lie because the truth hurts. "You need help." I said frowning. He grabbed the back of my collar and asked me what I say. "Okay. Im leaving." I said after feeling his hot breath on my neck and the air from his nose breathing down on me heavily. I adjusted my clothes and fell down to my feet once I stood on solid ground. "You good." He asked coming over to help me up. "Im great." I gave him a fake peachy smile before walking off. One minute he nice and next he mean as hell. What is wrong with him. “Wait." He pulled me back and held up a mirror and told me I need to clear that up. I was saddened by the way my face looked. It was hard to even look at my reflection through the glass he held up to my face, and how am I gone clear this shit up. Was he trying to be funny because I don't see shit funny about this. He kissed my busted lip before leaving and I walked one mile then found a park bench and rested on my butt for a second. I pulled out my phone and nervously punched in Frankie number, but I was afraid to dial it. I was even closer to his house than James house but I felt like this was all wrong and that I'd regret making that trip. But I couldn't resist, I had to see him. I finished with the walk and once I made it, I knocked on his door but got no answer. That was strange, maybe I'll just go. “Hey what you doing here." He asked as I was walking away. I turned around and jumped in his arms. I just bust out crying and hugged him tightly. “Whats the matter." He asked me while rubbing his hands through my head. “Nothing." I shook my head swiftly and he pulled me away. “You wouldn't just be crying for nothing." He assumed, but what if I was. I mean I kind of deserved this. “I know." I lifted up my face and he said Damn while leaning back with his hand against his mouth. “It look that bad." I covered my face and asked. He probably wouldnt even have sex with me now, not that Im thinking about that now or anything. “Who did this to you... Yo so call boyfriend."  He pointed over me like he was back there. I got scared for a second. “It was my fault. I shouldve never cheated because I love him and that's why..." I didn't even want to say it. The sex was just too good to let go, but Sam would kill me. “This has to end." I told him. He looked agitated and very unhappy with my words but I had no other choice. “For real, why you doing this. Why won't you just leave him? He treat you like you fucking worthless. But you still going back, for what. Now I know you know better than that." He said being the first person to believe in me because my mama clearly stopped when she kicked me to the curve. If I knew better Id do better, so maybe I dont. “Maybe I am worthless." I said shrugging and holding my head back down. “Why you talking stupid. Did his punk ass threaten you?" He asked. “No." “Dont lie because when I find him I'm handling his ass anyway." He yelled. He looked so mad. I felt hurt for Sam if he did find him but I knew he wouldnt. I just stood there looking to the ground. “Stay here Im bout to tell my company to leave and we going to find this nigga." “No I can't." I said slowly while walking away. “You can't but you will." He pulled me back up the steps and I can't believe I was really agreeing to this. It really didnt matter, we'll never find Sam, or I hope we dont.

Raheem P.O.V
After I tossed the bags of stuff I bought Bit into my room, I was a little hurt because I'm trying and he just ain't even acknowledging that no more. I slammed my door and kicked one of the bags so hard it flew out my window. "Damn." I said lowly before opening my door. I didn't even know I left that window open. Bit was there looking like he wanted to say something. Like he was about to open my door before I did. We just stood there saying absolutely nothing until I kissed him. I felt right at home and the flame we use to have just by this one kiss. I missed our lips locking. I sunk my lips into his slowly and he pulled back and ran to his room. "Bit." I called as I ran after him. The door hit my head before I could step in all the way. "Bit come on. Please open up." My forehead layed against his door as I waited for him to open it. "Go away. That was a big mistake." He screamed through the wall. “I can't hear you, open up." I lied so he would. “That was a mistake. I shouldn't have..." I put my ear to the door and I could hear his voice break. What the hell he crying about this for. "No it wasn't and you know that were meant to be." He didn't say a word because it was the truth. He can't stop loving me. Its just impossible. "I fucked up bad. I know that, but give me a chance to make this all right. I'm not chasing behind nobody else but you because them folks I use to mess with didn't mean shit to me. You do." I yelled and banged on the door even harder. I need Bit because he the only one that gets me and knows me, and I'm kind of mad at myself because it took me this long to realize that he the one I can truly see myself with in the end. "Thats you doing all that cussing." Mama Jen asked, sneaking up behind me. "That was my TV." I pointed towards my room and lied. "Aw well turn that mess down." "Yes Mam." I continued with my banging after she left but he told me to go away for the second time so I left. I got outside and picked up the bag and the scattered around clothes and carried it in the house. It was boring being in the house so much now, so I snuck out. I went over my new friend Trill house and just escaped from my every day problems. He just moved down here from Atlanta. He was trying to pursue his dreams of being a rapper. Talking about he a music prodigy. He had them bars and I could really see him making it somewhere. We shared the weed he bought and I just zoned out. I thought happy thoughts like me not cheating, meaning me and Bit were still together, and I wasn't having a baby with the school's biggest slut. The Good Life. What happened to it? After we were done smoking I drunk a little some. I don't even know what it was, but then I left. "Ight Trill." "Nigga you owe me. How you gone smoke and drink up my shit then leave." "I got you bruh, chill." I said as I walked away. I got back to the house within ten minutes. I snuck back in and crashed in my bed. Bit came walking in my room so I sat up. "Get out my room." He pointed. "And you high. Un uh get out." He whispered sternly. "Naw this my room." I said. He pulled me up and I fell to the floor. "What is wrong with you." He asked. "Im sorry. I love you." I said burping and excusing myself. "Raheem get up." He helped me up and walked me to his room. "Now you letting me in." I laughed. "You so stupid." He smirked and layed me in his bed. He trying to get some good ole fashioned dickk. I see him. I unzipped my pants as he passed me a cup. "Drink this." He gave me some that was strong and tasted tangy. "What is..." I tried to rub it off my tongue but it wouldn't go away. "Stop." He put my hand down from my mouth and told me to get some rest.
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I woke up feeling well rested. I remembered what happened yesterday, so clearly. I laughed at myself for thinking this was James room. "Go to school. Yo mama outside waiting on you." Pops bust in and said. "Can I wash my behind first." "You got five minutes because yo ass already an hour late." He said looking down at his watch as he read through some paper. I wasn't even gone argue with him today. I just went and took my shower for ten minutes instead of five and I got out. I brushed my teeth for three and walked out. "You still here." I said figuring he would be. "You gone watch me put on my clothes too." He faced the door as I threw on some. "I thought you were like me for a minute." I chuckled loudly at that thought. "Dont fucking play with me boy." He grabbed the back of my neck and yelled. "Alright." I rubbed my hand against my neck and grabbed my bag. "To the car now." He directed as I stopped at James door. "Bye bit. Thanks for everything. Love you." I yelled. Pops pushed me down the stairs faster and I frustratedly just walked away. I got in the car and we got all the way across town to my school and come to find out, it was closed because all the teachers had a metting or some. That was fine by me but I wanted to go anywhere but the house. We were on the interstate and a squad team of policemen were stopping all the cars from getting by so we had to wait until they cleared a lane so we could pass through. I don't even know what was going on but I wasnt really paying attention to find out. This was gone take a minute I knew, so I unbuckled my seat belt and got comfortable.