Just one more (a bakudeku fanfic)

4 ~ he does it too

(Sorry about this chapter, british humour, that why Kacchan says what he does, i'm british and have the humour of a depressed brit)

Wondering what the hell just happened Uraraka's house, Izuku began to question if he was even sane, "i mean if i like Kacchan then u can't be okay, right? he bullied me for years, i can't just forget that, can i?" he let out mumbling as he always did.

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At school the next day Izuku sat in his desk, taking a quick glance at Katsuki to check if he really did get butterfly's, and he did, he began to realise that he did infact like Katsuki and to this the butterfly's intensified confirming these realisations. Izuku did not notice that through all this he never looked away, Katsuki began to march towards Izuku's desk making him realise he had been staring this entire time, "WHY YOU STARING NERD, YOUR PARENTS BEAT YOU OR SOMETHING!" these harsh words came from the one and only Kacchan's mouth and Izuku just froze in place, tears started streaming down his face and he rushed out the room, "you did this so follow him then problem child." called out from the yellow caterpillar type bag from the floor; reluctantly Katsuki began to look for Izuku, "DEKU NERD WHERE ARE YOU?"

Katsuki heard sobbing coming from the bathroom, he entered and saw a bundle of items littering the floor, these consisted of: a screwdriver, a blade less pencil sharpener, a blood stained blade and a small lighter; sitting next to this pile was Izuku, he was covered in blood and burns and scars all over his body, Katsuki's face dropped in horror, he was snapped out of it by hearing one word.... "Kacchan?" and that was the last think Izuku said before he passed out.

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Izuku slowly opened his eyes to see Kacchan asleep with his head on Izuku's thighs while he was sitting on a chair, this made Izuku blush madly, wondering where he was Izuku looked around and realised he was in recovery girls office and his arms were bandaged up, he panicked at the thought of someone treating his injuries. Katsuki lifted his head and stared at Izuku before hugging him, shocking Izuku, Katsuki began to speak, "Deku," he cried out, "i know i don't treat you the best, but i do care, please stop doing this to yourself, i'm begging you!" and after thinking for a moment Izuku replied with, "it's not that easy, it's like an addiction, it eats away at you until you give in, and then all you can remember is the feeling of blood dripping down your body, but... i'll try." A reply like this would normally make someone worry more but all Kacchan said was, "i know, but trying is all i'm asking you to do." and a faint smile came acrid his face before disappearing, Izuku felt comforted by this words, almost as if Kacchan had dealt with someone else like this before.

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Katsuki got home only to think about Deku and all he had going on, he started to wonder what was causing him to harm himself like this, he felt bad for him as he lifted up his own sleeves and ran his hand across his own scars, realising how much they related to eachother. Katsuki was just happy that he'd already been through this so he knew how to deal with Deku.

As he sat down at the table for dinner with his mother Katsuki called out, "hey old hag,"
"don't call me that and what do you want,"
"i need your help with something,"
"my son, needs help? i don't think i'm on the same planet, about what son,"
"remember... um... what i did, and why you uh put me in therapy?"
"oh son did you do it again?" Katsuki's mother replied with a worried expression on her face
"no mum, well um, i saw deku today and he was covered in blood,"
"oh god, honey,"
"when i asked him to stop he said the exact same thing i did,"
"well you stopped in the end didn't you, you may still have relapses but your ok now right? you know how to help him so do so,"
"you're right, thanks mum,"
"you're welcome honey,"
"well then you old hag, what we eating?"
and when the stopped talking about deku and this serious matter, Katsuki had returned to he usual foul mouthed self.

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The next day at school Katsuki ran up to deku and asked to speak to him in private (as only he and the teachers knew of Izuku's problem) he told Izuku quietly, "meet me after school," and left quickly to return to the room, in which he took his seat.

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The passes quickly and as he was told to do Izuku made his way to the gate to wait for Kacchan, within a few minutes Katsuki was walking towards the gate, he grabbed deku and continued walking, "kacchan?" but Katsuki put a finger up and continued walking; he eventually came to a stop beneath a large tree in a secluded spot that no one would fine them in, then he told deku, "i want you to know that's it's possible to get over this-"
"i can't, it's not that easy," Izuku cut him off,
"if you just let me finish, i was saying, i want you to know that it's possible to get over this and that others understand you and have gone through the same thing,"
"wha- what do you mean kacchan,"
and he pulled up he sleeves to show the scars that littered his arm to his former childhood friend, Izuku let out a gasp at the sight of Kacchan's arm, covering his mouth with his hands,
"but, why kacchan, you're amazing,"
"it's a way to cope isn't it, you're also amazing but you were passed out in your own blood the other day,"
"i'm not that good though, but you-"
"don't talk that way about yourself, that's how we all feel, but everyone around us knows that it isn't true,"
and he pulled Izuku into a hug.

(word count: 1000)