Save You Tonight »n.h«

4

Belle ‼️
"It's not okay.." I cry into my hands, Noah already went to work and now I sit in the bathroom. In the corner of the cold bathroom, crying into my hands.

I sob loud, trying to maintain myself from losing it. I stand to my natural height, I stand in front of the mirror and stare at my reflection.

"You're so useless.." I tell myself, resting my weight on the sink counter, my palms flat to the cold surface.

I stare at the drain.

"You can't even help yourself.."

I remembered how Jenna had to take Harry in to the dentist so I had to work today. I take a deep breath, I washed my sore face then begin to pile on the make up.

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I made it to work, it was a little more busy. I wore a pair of dark skinny jeans and a pair of my converses, I wore a large baggy shirt that had long sleeves. I sat at my register, watching as teens ran around with the new boy band album and chatting with their friends, I watched as adults talked about how old the artists is and how they either have drug habits or something. I sat there staring at them, wondering how unnoticeable it is?

Four teen girls walked to me, and handed me their boy band albums, that they held with such happiness.

"I can't wait to hear his voice on Night Changes.." One of the dark haired girl says, smiling at the shorter girl.

"Same, I think babe has the best part though.." The other one states, with a cocky grin.

I shut their voices out. I give them the album and they give me the money, as three begins to walk out. One with black hair looks at me and gives me a weak smile, I give one back.

"Hey," she shows me the album, "Get Midnight Memories and listen to track three.. Diana.." She smiles, "I think you need it.."

Her words confuse me, she leaves me sitting and they all walk out of the shop smiling. I huff, I stand and walk to the near bathroom. I push the large heavy grey door open that has a music note painted on it, I looked into the mirror for the thirtieth time today. Just to make sure they couldn't see my bruises. They was hidden. I walked back out, I walked to the shelf with the new CDs. Deciding why not listen to it?

I scanned the CDs. I came to their new album, we was already almost sold out. I took a cd from the shelf, and scanned the track list. I noticed Diana was the third track.

I scanned the front cover. I smiled, the boys was actually quite attractive.

"Boy bands, huh?" I hear a familiar voice, "Never thought you'd be the girl.."

I turned to see Niall. He has a card board box pressed to his leg and it's held against the shelf. He fixes the Miley Cyrus tracks neatly, and his head is turned to me. I smile.

"Me either.." I shake my head staring at the cd, trying to push the thoughts of last night to the back of my head, "But ya know? Thought I'd give them a try.."

"Which one do you like?" He raises a eyebrow, today he wears a pair of blue jeans, the same white supra's and just a simple green t shirt that reads : MONDAYS SUCK.

I look at the cd, studying the five faces. The one that grabs my attention has to be the blonde one, how ironic?

"The blonde.." I give him a weak smile before turning away, I begin to walk back to my original spot.

"So I have a chance?"

I turn and look at him, he sits the box downs and let's his hands slide into his pockets.