Save You Tonight »n.h«

8

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"Then show me.." I said softly.

Before he even began to lean down to press his lips to mine, I placed my hand on his chest and stopped him. His eyes locked with mine and he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"Is this wrong?"

I felt annoying, I kept asking him the same question. I was just afraid that Noah would find out. I felt bad about kissing him, but I was no longer in love with Noah. I lost that love the moment he laid his hand on me.

"No," he runs his tongue over his lips, he stares down at me, "It's not wrong.. It's just right.."

He gave me a nice cheeky smile, his smile spreader across his face. He licked his lips slowly, running his pink tongue over his lips. His face expression was now serious. He cupped both of my cheeks and tilted my head up. He brushed his nose against mine, causing a smile to spread across my face. A hesitant smile.

"I'm going to show you how a real man kisses," he says in a deep throaty groan causing me to giggle at his playfulness.

Noah never kissed me like this.

Our lips met and begin to automatically move in sync. His lips was soft and wet, making friction against mine. I felt a foreign feeling in the pit of my stomach and my breath trembled as he tugged at my bottom lip, slow and soft. I stood there frozen, with my hands to my side. I didn't know how to move - well my lips did.

We slowly kissed in his bathroom, he ran his tongue over my bottom lip damping it before slipping his tongue into my mouth. I felt my knees go weak, Noah was never this kind and gentle with me. His hands stayed glued to my cheeks, making them warm. His tongue slowly grazed mine, I begin to get desperate for air.

Before pulling away he left a soft kiss to my lips, then on the tip of my nose and then on my forehead. Once he pressed his lips to my forehead, I gasped for air. My breath trembled, surprised by the kiss that he just gave me.

It blew my mind.
It was amazing.
The best kiss I had ever had.

His breath fanned my face until he took a step back, anxiously waiting for me to say something - but that was the thing. I couldn't. As much as I hated Noah for what he has done for me, we haven't officially broken apart. I just cheated on him. It was two different people telling me two different things. One side was saying that it didn't matter, that it was all over with Noah. That I was going to leave him and that I would move on and be happy, the other side told me differently.

"I'm going to give you some time.. You can use my shampoo and conditioner.."

He gave me a soft kiss to the check, I still stood there. He brushed past me and opened the door and he exited the small bathroom. I turned to study the broken girl in the mirror. I felt a tsunami of emotions; anger and sadness, I felt eager and happy, I wasn't stable. The girl that I saw in the mirror wasn't happy - she was miserable. I turned to the shower where I began to get ready.

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I was wearing my clothes once I exited the steamy bathroom, I made my way down the dim hallway that lead me to the living room. I heard light music playing, and I heard someone humming softly to the music. Once I turned the corner and I stood in the living room, I peered down at the duvet that laid on the couch, waiting for me. I looked at Niall, he smiled at me as he sat a cd down on the shelf. He approached me slowly, I still hadn't said anything about the kiss. I didn't know what to say.

"I knew you'd probably feel uncomfortable sleeping in my bed," he says motioning me to the couch, "So here. Sleep here. I'll wake you when I start to cook.."

That's what I did. I pulled the thick green duvet back, and slipped onto the couch and under the thick cover. I turned my back to Niall. I laid my head on the soft cold pillow, I liked my pillows cold.

"Thank you.." I finally spoke, he didn't reply until my eyes started to drift shut.

"Anything for you.."

I was still afraid of what Noah will think when he finds out I skipped work, but something told me to just go with it. I'll work something out. I just didn't know how to explain to my mother, that the man that I had been with for two years - the man that I had fallen for, beaten me until I feel asleep. It wasn't going to be easy, but in ways I didn't want it to. I don't want to be invisible. I don't want my bruises to be "no big deal" I want someone to treat me like on fragile - I want that for once.

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I shifted awake to the smell of something wonderful. It smelt like cheese? I opened my eyes fully studying the couch that I laid on. For a second, I forgot where I was at. I raised up, and ripped the duvet off of my body. I stood, and to my surprise - I was limping. I felt a throbbing pain come through my leg. I let out a wince, the pain seemed as if it was numb like but it was still painful. Even when I tried to walk on it, my walk came out funny. So I went with it. Trying to not make a big scene, I limped to Niall who stood in the kitchen preparing something.

"Hey," he turned his head and his eyes shot down toward my leg, he furrowed his eyebrows, "You got a limp goin on.." He sat the bag of chips down on the island that rested in the middle of the kitchen.

He came to me, and looked down at my leg.

"It's nothing," I shook my head, "I .. Uhh.."

I didn't know what to say about it. I know he would get upset, it was a reminder of Noah but I knew with time the limp would fade.

"It's just a limp," I said softly, "It's nothing it'll go away."

He trailed his dazzling eyes to mine, and sighed. He turned back to the bowls of chips.

"I made nachos and cheese.. It's just four.. I have a plan to get you around safe..," he turned his full attention on me.

I felt a little skittish under his stare. It was odd really. I rested my weight on my good leg, and let the bad one rest for a little while. I studied his face as his eyes trailed up and down my legs.

"So.." He started, his eyes hitting my face, "We can sit here until about seven.. then we need to go to his place and grab your things - we take them to ya moms and then .. yeah.. tell her everything and -"

"It's not that easy Niall," I couldn't just randomly tell my mother that the man she's known for two tears was beating me.

"I say we get my things and takes them to my moms.. and then you can leave so she don't feel too overwhelmed, I'll explain everything to her.. But I think it's best if I do it alone.." I told him sternly, he understood. He shook his head and gave me a small smile.

"Did you like the kiss?"

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