Save You Tonight »n.h«

26

Belle‼️
I decided to keep everything he gives me. I believe that it may come in handy, so I placed the sticky notes in the dresser of the night stand and waited for the next one. I knew he was out there, watching me. I was afraid of him and what he can do. I wasn't out of the relationship. I may be moved out, I may be with another man but Noah is still out there and he's watching me and he's waiting to get me again. All I can do is wait with him.

I sat behind the counter, I looked like shit. I felt like shit. I stayed up most the night staring at the sticky note. I didn't want to know if he changed, it was stupid and useless now.

I sat behind the counter, Niall's off today and it's only me and Brianna working but Brianna is in the break room.

I brushed a piece of my hair behind my ear. Niall hasn't texted me, I find it quit obvious that he wants nothing to do with me so after thinking on it, as the hours passed.

I finally send him a text to sum it up :

Obviously you don't want nothing to do with me. So let me save you the problem. Don't talk to me, or text me, or call me until you're ready to talk because I'm not going to stress out about it anymore. You won't even let me explain wtf is going on so whatever.
~ Me.

I re read it about sixty eight times before sending it, I didn't want to send it. So I just deleted it. I did not send it because what good would it do?

Niall ‼️
I decided to take a little nap, to clear my head about this shit with Belle. I wasn't thinking clearly really, and I guess you can say I've been over reacting. I thought on it all last night while I stayed up, I think I know why I'm upset of her old coping ways.

I think it's because I want to protect her, and at that time she needed me the most and I wasn't there. I'm not mad at Belle. I'm mad at myself.

I run my hands through my blonde hair, and let out a large yawn. I hear my phone vibrate, I unplug it from the charger and study the screen.

Hey
~ Harry

Hey
~ Me

You working today?
~ Harry

~ No.
~ Me.

~ K.
~ Harry.

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I decided to go and visit the shop today, just to check on Belle. Maybe talk to her, I push the shop door open, and step inside. They have more of a slow song playing today, the front of the shop has no one in it. I decide to check the back.

My feet carries me to the back of the room, where I push the door open and see a small blonde girl. A smile splits across my face, she sits with her back turned to me. Her head buried into her arms, she's sleeping.

I close the back room door, and let my feet carry me to her. I stand over her, I place a hand on her shoulder and push her a little. She groans.

"Belle," I say lowly, "Belle. Wake up.." I lean in close as her eyes flutter open, she wakes up to the sight of me smiling. A smile splits across her face, she looks so adorable when she's tired.

The smile fades and her face falls dead, I watch as her face falls flat and she rolls her eye. She straightens, and my smile fades.

"Belle?" I watch as she stands and brushes past me, I turn and grab her hand.

I take in her attire. Joggers and a tight top, she's wearing a pair of fuzzy boots and her hairs up in a high pony tail. She has slight bags under her eyes, I hold her hand in mine and our eyes lock.

"Can we talk?" I raise a eyebrow, and she props all her weight on one leg, her hip pops out and she crosses her arms.

"Sure," she turns and looks to the door but then she looks back at me. "Go.."

"Okay," I start, "I shouldn't have acted like that yesterday it's just a lot to take in. I'm not mad at you .. I'm mad at myself .. I .. I over reacted and I'm sorry.." I explain, I'm pretty proud of myself until she shoots me down.

She rolls her eyes.

"First off," she starts, "Damn straight you over reacted. It isn't a big deal, it happened years ago and I can't change what I did. Second," she stands straight up, "I don't like being ignored. Diffently by someone that wants to try this with me," she shakes her head, "Third. I use the knife for protection-"

"I'm your protecter.. I protect you.." I say sternly.

"You can't protect me when you're not around Niall." She says, raising her voice a little. She has me beat on that part.

"I.. I just.. I don't know .. I just maybe kinda don't like the fact that you needed me and I wasn't there.." I say shoving my hands in my pockets, there's this moment of silence where she just stares at my face and she sighs.

"Niall," she looks away, "You won't always be there for me. I was young and I was going through depression and it was a hard time, I chose that path and I promised id never I down it again, okay?"

She looks at me, with her arms crossed. Her eyes look a little dead, but her thick lashes frames them so perfectly.

"Okay.." I mutter lowly, my eyes stay on her face. "I'm sorry.."

I step forward but she places her hand on my chest, stopping me. I furrow my eyebrows confused.

She makes a stern face. "Don't ever wear that crap that you wore when we're in a fight.."

I chuckle, growing a little cocky.

"Same with you," I wrap her in my arms and pull her close, our nose brushes and our face expressions shows our serious side. "I don't like it when other guys stare at you.."

Our eyes lock, and her lips part. I watch as she brings her lower lip between her teeth, a smug smile forming on her face.

"Don't.." I jerk her closer to me, "Tease me right now.."

"Don't?" A devious smirk splits across her face.

"You're the one that didn't finish what you started.." She brings her left eye down into a wink, and I feel the bulge in my pants grow.

"Oh?" I raise a eyebrow, I step forward as she walks backing into the wall. I corner her, and pin her wrist to the wall. I grin down at her, and she looked up at me. "Mmh," I run my tongue over my lips, "We'll see about that.." I brought my left eye down into a wink causing her cheeks to turn a deep shade of red.

"Whatever Horan," she pushed me away gently, "Go. I have work."

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"Good luck," I kissed her forehead just before I left, she walked me to the door and on the way out I didn't hesitate to lean in and whisper something to her, my lips brushing her ear slightly. It's when she gets cold chills, that's when it's game on.

"Don't worry.. I'll make it up to you.." I kissed her cheek before turning my back to her and strolling in the hot weather to my SUV.

Wanna go to the gym?
~ Harry.

I thought about he text, Belle gets off at eight and it's only three. I have a few hours to spare, and plus it would be nice to catch up with the lads.

Yes. Who's goin?
~ Me.

Me, Louis, Zayn and Liam and you.
~ Harry.

♥️ I love when Niall goes to the Gym. Please vote babies x ♥️