Blood Money (smut-V.2)

8

I didn't feel like going to lessons today, I just hid in my dorm. I wanted to go home. Wow-that was something I never thought I would want.

The day went passed slowly-it was about 8pm now. I didn't want to speak to anyone so I didn't even try and go get food, I just sat on my phone for the whole day feeling sorry for myself. I wish I stuck up to Bartley I can't just let him push me around, wow speaking of Bartley:

'Meet me at 12am in the garden, don't be late.'

He messaged me through Instagram since we didn't have each others numbers. I didn't even think of going to meet him he was the last person I wanted to see.

It was around 10pm now and I just had to text Niah,

'I know you don't want to talk to me but I promise you I didn't do anything with you're brother. You know Liam and I aren't that close we only have math together and other than that you're always there, I would never do that to you and neither would he. Just please text me back I have a lot to tell you-and no it's nothing about your brother.'

Hopefully she responds I really needed to tell someone about Bartley, I hate keeping secrets. I couldn't tell anyone-not even my siblings. If my family found out I doubt they'd even take me back, god I just want to go home I hate it here.

God I was starving, I needed breakfast and supplies for the next few days since I was not going to classes anytime soon. I told my teachers I was sick and wasn't able to leave my room so I had to get food quickly. When i got to the hall I didn't even try look for anyone I just got in the queue and avoided everyone, so I thought-

"You didn't meet me?" Bartley whispered, waves of anger traveling through his voice.
"Bartley I'm not in the mood, okay?"
"I don't care. You just ignored my text-I wanted to have a conversation with you."
"Takes at least two people to have a conversation so if one of them doesn't want to be apart of it then find someone else."
"Well-"
"Quit it. Just shut up. You don't know how much I hate you right now."

I quickly got my snacks and left before he could say any more, of course he chased after me.
"Please just p*ss off." My eyes started watering again, I felt like I was going to crack.
"So you're just not going to talk to me?"
"Cole stop." I felt a tear drip down my face, I don't know why I felt so sad. Was it the fact Cole was being a total dick and ruined everything or the fact I lost my virginity to him.

He pushed me into a room, it was some sort of private room-maybe a teachers.
"Y/N stop being so petty and tell me what's your deal?!" He shouted, I bursted out into tears-I cracked. Bartley was the last person I want to cry in front of, he didn't even say anything. God this was embarrassing I wish I was jumping off a cliff right now. He just stood there feeling sorry, I left and went back to my dorm.

Everyone else was having breakfast so I just sat in my bed and cried for ages, at least my lashes will be super long though.

Bartley texted me multiple times, I didn't even look at them.

Days went by and I just stayed in my dorm away from everyone, I'm still annoyed that I broke down in front of Bartley now he thinks I'm weak and I hate it. I hate him. I hate everyone. I'd rather be with my parents than anyone in the school, apart from Niah of course. God I missed her, I had to text her again.

'Niah there's a lot I need to tell you it will all make sense, I haven't left my dorm in days not even to get food. I'm dorm number 5 please skip your lesson and talk to me I promise you won't regret it.'

She opened it straight away which was a surprise then said 'fine.' Omg. Omg. Omg. My heart leaped with joy for a second-I needed to tell someone about Bartley it was killing me.

10 minutes later there was a knock on the dorm door, I knew it was Niah. She came in still looking mad,

"Go on then. Say what you need to say so badly."
She said crossing her arms, luckily no one else was in here.

"As you know we have an on and off thing-and we kissed. Well it got worse the other day, I accidentally met him in the middle of the night then all of a sudden we had sex. I lost my virginity to him, then the morning after he goes around saying I kissed Liam."
"Why though?" Zeniah asked,
"He's a selfish person, he thought that after we f*cked I was 'his' so he wanted all the boys I knew out of the picture-even though the only boy was Liam. So therefore he spread a rumor that would make you or Liam never speak to me again. The worse thing is that then Bartley and I had a massive argument and I broke down crying in front of him-it was so embarrassing you don't even know." I groaned,

Niah bursted out laughing,
"God that boy is such a d*ck. Speaking of d*cks how big was it?" She joked sitting on the bed with me,
"F*cking massive-it hurt like hell."
"Eh first times always kill. God I just know Bartley's into some kinky sh*t." She laughed more,
"He likes it rough I can tell you that."

We joked and laughed for a while,
"Seriously though you need to leave this dorm-you smell like really bad."
"Do I?"
"Just please shower before my nose rots."
We both giggled.

I did smell so a shower was best. I got out and Niah was waiting just sat on her phone,

"God how long do u take?!"
"Hey! That was like my first shower in a week leave me be."
"Right get in your uniform you're going to lesson."
"Nooo! I have math now. Liam and Cole are in that class."
"Tough. You're going to have to speak to them at some point."

I groaned as we left the dorm, we walked downstairs to the classrooms and I was just in time for math.
"Hey." I said to Liam calmly, he ignored me,
"Listen, I talked to Niah she knows we didn't do anything. It's all good now-may I sit?"
"Sure." He smiled, I knew it would be hard not having his sister or me around.
I looked around and saw Cole in the corner of the room, he was already staring-I got a cold feeling as we met eyes, my body shivered. I looked away feeling intimidated.

Me and Liam were back to normal now, as well as Niah which was amazing. I wasn't even planning on fixing it with Cole.