I don't mean to hurt you but I can't love you infront of everyone

Hey isn't that sheilas?

Sheilas POV:

We realized that we should probably head back sadly

S: come on let's get going

Z: do we have to

S: you know we do

Z: ughhh

I got up and reached out my hand

S: your hand m'lady

Z: your so cheesy it's not even funny

S: but you love it

Z: yeaaaaa

S: great now hand

Z: ok ok bossy

She puts her hand in mine and we began walking back

S: one day wanna jump of a bridge with me?

She stopped walking and looked at me concerned

S: what?

Z: Sheila did you hear yourself

S: yea pretty clearly

Z: no Sheila that's death

S: ah damn it

Z: how about one day I jump of a plane with you

S:sounds good

Z: it's a good compromise

S: yea

We walk back to camp in a comfortable silence

We got to ziggys cabin and this is the part we both dreaded saying bye

Z: sucks that we can't just stay together all night

S: yea but I'll see you tomorrow

Z: yea see you tomorrow

Ziggy leans up a bit and kisses my cheek

I began blushing like crazy

Z: aw look how geeked you get when I kiss you

S: shut up *shoves her*

Z: good night Sheila

S: night night ziggy sleep well

I let go of her hand began walking away smiling

When I got in my cabin Beverley and Annie where still sleeping thankfully

I tried going to sleep but I was to happy I had to let some of my emotions out so I decided to write in my diary

Dear, diary

It's day i don't even know of camp and all I can say is these past few days have been absolutely amazing

I love being around her, she's just so refreshing

I mean she makes me feel so many things I didn't know where possible

I miss her already

The only thing that sucks is having to hide

I know one day we have to come out

Especially before we get caught

Because it's getting harder and harder and I don't know how much longer I can stay quiet before I slip

Anyways that's all diary I'm exhausted so goodnight diary

-love,

Sheila.