Hannah's pov:
I was walking to our cabin when I heard crying behind itI look and I wasn't sure who it was so I said the first name I thought it was
H: Sheila?
She lifted her head up and looked at me
Eyes and face as red as a tomato
S: Hannah.....
H: wait what?
I was confused on what the hell was going on
S: what are you uh what are you doing Um here
She says trying to make it seem like she wasn't crying
It's obvious she was though
I mean I don't known a Why but I'll find out
H: besides the fact that it's my cabin?
S: oh yea right it's y'all's cabin I forgot
H: speaking of, the fact that it's my cabin why are you here
S: ziggy
H:*chuckles*
S: what's funny?
H: just the fact that you led ziggy on then broke her heart and have the audacity to pretend you care and that's it's her fault, wow Sheila you really are a terrible person
S: you don't understand Hannah
H: oh no I understand perfectly you are a heartless bitch who tore my friend up and Is now stalking her trying to hurt her again well it ain't gonna happen
S: no Hannah I really did love her you just don't get it
H: if you do why did you do what
S: I don't know but it's the stupidest decision I've ever made I miss her
I sigh and sit down next to her
H: was it out of fear?
S: in the moment yea but now now I don't care I don't give a shit what anyone thinks I just want her back and would do anything to have her back but it's to late
H: why do you say that
S: because she's moving on with nick
H: no she's not Sheila she's just doing what she thinks your doing which is not caring
S: oh
H: yup
S: question
H: ask I guess
S: you think I could ever get her back?
H: are you still scared?
S: nope I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks it took losing her to realize that
H: well then I'd say tell everyone
S: what?
H: the only way to get her back or get her to forgive you is to show her it wasn't pretend that you truly do care
S: I'm on board but when am I supposed to do it?
H: well today is color war so do it at the end of color war everyone will be there
S: yea ok, thank you Hannah
H: yea whatever
S:question
H: whatttttttt
S: I was just asking why you helped me I can tell you don't like me
H: well I've honestly never seen her so happy
S: one last question
H: ask
S: how long has she liked me?
H: well for like a couple months now she told us at the shadyvalle movie marathon so like 8 months now I guess, we was getting slushees when she taped us and said and I quote
"Guys I think I like Sheila"
H: and me and Abby called her crazy because how could she possibly like the girl that constantly torments her then at the end of the day she told us she did and just walked away I didn't know what to say but I wasn't going to judge because she's my best friend
S: it was a football game remember the one where she was wearing those butterfly shorts and those dirty white sneakers, that tank top her hair was straight and she was wearing it in a high ponytail and like had two strands of hair out her entire outfit made her eyes pop and look more for but that's not how I knew I couldn't take my eyes of her but I never knew why and I didn't know not until I was staring at her and she was licking her teeth cause you where talking then she started laughing and that smile it's all I thought about and that's when I knew
H: wait when was that?
S: about a year ago
H: Sheila for that long?
S: yup
H: you should probably get out of here before she comes and sees you and feels a way
S: yea I know thanks for everything Hannah
H: no problem I really do hope everything works out for you tonight
S: me to
With that she walked of and I got up and walked into my cabin shocked that Sheila turned out to be a chill person
Tonight will be very interesting
I hope she sticks to her word because ziggy doesn't deserve to get hurt
Hopefully I did the right thing
This chapter is Hannah's pov because why not and it's shorter because the next one is long till then loves<3
I'm so dumb I pressed save instead of publish and jus rewalized😭

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عاطفيةWhat do I do when I fall in love with the girl I'm supposed to hate? Exactly, so I love her in private and hate her in public I know it's terrible And I can tell I hurt her but my image I can't. But dear ziggy berman I love you I really do. ...