The road to Freedom

Too many questions

Part 2

Knock knock

Tammy - "Umm... y/n... sweetie? It's okay... You don't have to be scared of what just happened."

You don't say anything so she carries on.

"I umm I thought you were getting a towel because you're obviously not unpacked yet and umm... I have grabbed one of mine and I've got it here... Umm do you want it?"

You're shocked she is still there but are thankful for the towel. You open the door slightly and Tammy hand moves in and hands you to towel.

Y/n - "Thank you."

You wrap it around yourself and head out.

Once you leave Tammy is gone which you're slightly thankful for incase anything else went wrong. You get changed into an oversized t-shirt and some underwear and sit on roses bed in a ball thinking.

You check your phone for a bit and watch some tiktoks before falling asleep on top of Roses bed.

Soon enough Rose walks in and smiles slightly.
She opens the bed covers from under you slowly, places them over you without waking you and gets ready for bed herself.

Once she's gets into bed she wraps her arm around you and you turn into her still asleep. She's slightly shocked you moved but gets comfy hugging you and eventually goes herself.

It's the morning and you wake up slightly shocked as you don't even remember getting into bed. But you're happy Rose is there next to you. You haven't seen her in a while as she's been so busy but you're glad to be back with her again.

You get out of bed quickly and head to go to the bathroom. Once you get out Rose wakes up too and smiles asking for a hug.

You hug her.
Rose - "Y/n honey you're gonna be fine okay! Im here always, just grab me if you need me."

You smile.
Y/n - "Thank you. Im glad you're here."

She gets up and gets ready.
You don't eat breakfast so you just chill in roses room as she goes downstairs to eat.
Soon enough there's a knock at the door and you look up.

It's Lou.

Lou - "Hey y/n we are all downstairs making pancakes do you want any?"

You shake you're head.

Lou - "It's okay but come down soon okay?"
You give her a smile and she walks out.

Come down soon. That's a phrase that you hear too often from people. I guess you are known to keep to yourself but you can't help it. Socialising in general is just scary for you and you definitely struggle with it everyday.

Even the thought of leaving the room and walking down the stairs makes you physically sick. Anything could go wrong in that scenario.

You could slam the door too loud and the others will stare at you. You could fall down the stairs and everyone will stare at you. You could bump into something and they will all stare at you... Damn, just by walking down the stairs you feel like they are all gonna be looking at you. Secretly judging you and trying to figure you out. They don't know you and you don't know them. To you that's the worst thing as you're just not good at conversation about yourself.

You're always paranoid you're gonna stutter, or mispronounce a word, or say the wrong thing or just be too boring. If there's too much silence and the person automatically finds you awkward and doesn't want to talk to you again...

It's just too much...

Although, it's now getting past the lunchtime window and you're getting kinda hungry.

It's no surprise that Rose knows you're scared to come down as she eventually walks in to come to get you. You agree to go to the kitchen with her.

Everyone is being nice to you and saying hi. They seem alright so you calm down a bit.

You've made lunch now and you're sat with Rose to eat it. Soon enough all of the girls start asking about you.

Debbie - "Hey y/n how was your night? Did you sleep okay?"

Y/n - "Umm... yeah... uh... it was good"

She nods and then Lou chimes in.

Lou - "Oh y/n don't worry about missing the pancakes earlier sweetheart, I'll make you some tomorrow okay and you better come try them. These guys loved them didn't you guys?"

Debbie butts in joking with Lou and smiling.
Debbie - "Uh they were okay I guess?"

Lou nudges her and they laugh before daphne chimes in to talk to you.

Daphne - "So... y/n... What's yours deal?"

Rose looks up at her confused what she means as much as you are and she notices and carries on.

Daphne - "Like who are you? What do you like to do? What's your passion in life?"

Y/n - "Oh umm... I ... uhh ... I guess I like music and... umm-"
Rose interrupts knowing you're struggling.
Rose - "Art!... yeah... um y/n she's umm she's a fabulous artist."

Daphne - "Oo nice... you'll have to draw me sometime haha."

You smile and nod your head. Then you turn to Rose.

Y/n - "Hey I'm full I'm just gonna go outside for some air."
Rose goes to go after you looking concerned slightly but Tammy noticed you leaving and chimes in.

Hey angels I hope you enjoy this story as it unfolds! <3
K💞