The Part of Life

Reality

Really hard for living.

Things didn't work out normally.

Everything just ends.

Nothing special and never get special things.

Life just flat.

Maybe sometimes its like a spinning wheel.

I'm not the only one who thinks that, am i?

The regret of growing up is overwhelming isn't it?

Forced into adulthood by age,

Compelled by circumstance,

Crazing thinking,

Judging,

And sometimes we have thoughts, no dreams.

I ask to myself "did i really life?"

I just feel like a death person but my nose still breathing.

So many people's but i feel so lonely.

So many times but i don't have it.

I don't wanna die but i don't wanna feel like this.

People judging me like "your problem is too easy, compare it with mine"

The time is passing fast.

And we don't have much time left.

I want to go back in time, fixing everything.

Make my life is perfect.

It's not my fault.

All is wrong in this world.

Verry unfair.

If i can, i wanna leave this world without pain,

Without loneliness,

Without the darkness.

I just wannabe the perfect person,

Perfect habits,

And perfect life.

So stupid i am, i'm forgot that this is reality.