Still Alive

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Can you feel the death?

Maybe like resigned to life.

My answer is "yes, i do"

How about you? are you feel it?

or not?

Sometimes, i wanna kill myself.

i really tell the truth, cause i had a bad past.

But, it didn't works.

Thank God.


A little flashback,

I miss my grandpa.

I wanna meet him in the clouds,

And say "Grandpa! finally we meet after the long time!"

Seeing my family crying as much,

And i fly across the sky,look everyone down there.

Haahh... i wish i could do it

But i can't.

God will be angry.


And now i'm here, with you guys.

Still alive.

Being a funny person,

And trying to be a normal person  with my crazy brain.

My bad habits,

Big ego

And clown personality.


I just remember,

This is not a Disney story.

Always happy ending,

A good storyline.

This is a reality.


Where people hates you,

No one care about you.

Everything is Fake.

Even the ones you think are nice to.

Trust me.


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