Kamukoma one-shots + headcanons

The Servant

More of that despair shit :)
Servant gets taken away by Toko and Komaru.
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"Why are you letting us do this..?" Toko questioned as she put handcuffs on Servant but he kept his head down and started walking, Komaru kept her hand on Servant's back while saying reassuring things too him but he turned to face Toko, with his head still down, "do you want to know..?" He mumbled while avoiding eye contact with her but she still nodded and he sighed to himself. "I have nothing left out here, honestly I've played my part so my job's done.. I don't want to be Servant anymore.." he explained as they continued too walk and eventually getting to a helicopter. As he was about to step in a small group of people approached them and Servant recognised them as the Remnants of Despair so he paused when saw them, "may I speak to them..?" He whispered to Toko and she gave a surprised look, "no! How do I know your not gonna escape!?" Toko said as she looked him in the eyes but she paused, his eyes were devoid of any emotion or feeling and she knew he had no reason to escape with them or any will anymore so she reluctantly let him approach them.

He took a slight step forward while still looking down at his handcuffs, "what do you want..?" He mumbled while raising his head to glare at them and seeing him glare made a few step back from him, they knew what he was capable of even with handcuffs on he was still a danger too everyone, "Kamukura sent us.. he wants you too come back.." Fuyuhiko spoke up but Servant just rolled his eyes while mumbling curses too himself. "Oh my god.. I'm not coming back! My job's done and I'm not his Servant anymore so..." he turned too face the helicopter and he took one last look at all of them before continuing, "I guess this is a farewell, classmates.." He said as he walked back towards his captors and sat on the seat next too Komaru.

Hope and despair doesn't matter anymore, it doesn't mean anything anymore.

Nothing ever mattered, no matter how hard I tried it was all for nothing.

"So are you going too explain?" Naegi questioned but Komaeda kept his head down, "it's not like it matters.." he mumbled as he looked up with tired eyes, which were dark almost doll like "hope.. despair... it never mattered one bit.." he only focused on the person behind him, attempting too remove his collar with much difficulty and discomfort from Komaeda. "I'm tired.. I worked so hard and for what..? A false hope?" And a loud click caused silence as the collar and chain fell to the ground, the red marks on his neck were very apparent on his pale skin, "I lived like an animal for 3 whole years.. 3 years of torture, abandonment and violence.. I don't even know how old I am.." As Komaeda spoke the dark red splotches on his clothes were now becoming more apparent and began smiling too himself slightly, "but your sister.. she saved me! And I thank her dearly.. I really do.." he stared down before continuing, "I'd like to go to my room please.."

Komaeda finally slept without being afraid for his life, he finally let his guard down and was finally free and rewarded for his work.. his efforts. He was happy.. he showered for the first time in months without being afraid.. he ate peacefully and not human flesh for the first time in years.. he slept in a bed and not the dirty floor.. he wore clean clothes after everything.. he was living the life Servant wanted but had never achieved.. Servant died with many regrets and didn't live a fulfilling life so Komaeda was gonna live it for him, Servant deserved that.. he deserved everything Komaeda received and he deserved a better life but alas he got nothing..

But Servant could only remember Kamukura as his light and his hope but he knew he would never see him again so he just let go and never saw the light of day again.

He never even said goodbye.. a Servant isn't given that chance.. even if he wanted to say that he loved him.. scream it out.. but a Servant is never given that chance

Kamukura was brought into the facility and seemed very docile, barely even batting an eye at anyone else until he saw Komaeda, who he approached with his hands placed politely in front of him with hand cuffs on. Komaeda gasped when he saw the latter and remembered his habits of being the Servant, how obedient he was and how reliant he was on Kamukura but now this man was coming to him because he relied on Komaeda as much as Komaeda relied on him.

"Izuru.."

"Nagito.."