A/N - Hey, I recommend (Re)reading #11 Before this to refresh your memories.
* (H/E/N) - His exes name
Ashton -
You hadn't spoke to Ash in 6 weeks. He'd come back to your house the day after His girlfriend had text you. It was all a blur. He tried to deny, then explain himself, then left. He never quite got to the explaining part. You had pretty much been crying and eating all week. You'd run yourself a bubble bath in hopes of making yourself feel better, But as you sat alone in the bath, you rested your head in you hands and the tears started falling. "How could he do it," You kept repeating over and over, until you realized you were wrinkling up like a prune. You got out and started getting dressed into your pyjamas. You found your tracksuit bottoms and an old shirt, which was baggy as hell, but you loved. You got a glance of yourself in the mirror and sighed at your knotty hair. You grabbed your hair brush and attempted to fight the tangles. Just as you was making progress, the doorbell rang. You trudged to the door and opened it wide to see a down looking Ashton. You froze and stared at him. "Can I please talk to you (Y/N)?" Ashton said with need in his voice. You eyed him up and down, but silently nodded. You realized how much of a mess you must of looked. Baggy clothes, Knotty hair, Red eyes. Ashton plonked himself on your sofa, and started playing with his sweaty palms. "OK, Will you let me explain myself?" You still didn't have the strength to talk, so once again, weakly nodded. He took a deep breath. "When I went to see (H/E/N), She was upset about something. I don't know what, something about her sister. She was crying, and I put my arm around her to comfort her. Next thing I know, We was kissing, then one thing led to another and yeah..." He trailed off. You felt yourself gaining strength. "What explaining has that done exactly?" You croaked, A headache kicking in from all the crying. Ashton looked up at you. "Let me finish! So anyway, Once I found out she'd sent you the picture, I regretted it instantly, and realized how much of an evil bitch she was, and how I had literally thrown away a diamond for a rock. (Y/N), I love you more than I love anything else in the world, and I Don't want to lose you. I want you to be the future Mrs Irwin." You softly smiled, starting to believe the words coming out of his mouth. You was about to say something, but Ashton swiftly interrupted. "But (Y/N), Before you say anything, there is something I need to tell you," He swallowed hard. "(H/E/N) Is pregnant. She told me she was on birth control, but apparently not, and we're going to have another baby." You felt your eyes prick. You violently shook your head. Ashton went to put a hand on you shoulder but you swatted him away. "Ashton, I Can't" He shook his head, holding onto your arm. "Don't say that (Y/N)," But this time you interrupted him. "Ashton, I'm young. It was a big deal to take on your daughter, attempt to have the step-mum role, when I'm only 19. As if that didn't put a strain on me, So does your job. You travel the world. Ashton, I can't share you anymore, She will be even more in your life than she was before, and I Can't risk being hurt again," He tried to argue back, but you wasn't having any of it. "Please, leave and go see her. Go see her and your happy family, as she put it," Ashton continued to argue with you as you pushed him out your front door, and left him out there. You had literally pushed him out of your life.
Luke -
Luke was holding onto your arm, as A Way of making you stay, But that was it. "Luke, Why, Why Do This to me?!" You ended up screaming, not being able to control yourself. You shook him off your arm as he chased you upstairs. "It was a mistake (Y/N), Come on!" Luke pleaded. You shook your head, closing your eyes to hold back tears. "It's good to know our relationship was worth a mistake to you," You felt big, fat tears rolling down your cheeks. You grabbed your phone, A Couple of outfits and Your purse before heading for the door. "(Y/N), Please, It will never happen again!" Luke shouted after you. "That's what my ex said," You cried, unable to stop yourself any longer. Luke was now getting angry. "I Can't Believe you're throwing two years away, like it was an rotten apple core." You stopped to face him. "How about You Threw away two years, when you lied to me, To go sleep with your ex, And used your friends and job as an alibi, But never let them in on what you was doing as you know they'd think you're a prick too." Luke hung his head in shame, and sighed. "(Y/N), I want you to think from your heart now, is there anyway You could forgive me?" You paused and thought about it. your eyes brimmed with tears again. "I don't know Luke," He brought you into a hug which you didn't reject. "I will wait for you. Go think things over and I will prove that I will change for you," You saw yours and Luke relationship flash before your eyes. From when You threw him a surprise birthday party, To meeting His parents, But unfortunately, at the end of it all, The disgusting images of him having sex with his ex popped into your head. You knew it was the end. "Luke, I can't, Knowing you had sex with your ex, Then came home to me and had sex with me is disgusting, I'm so, so sorry You did that," You pushed him out the way, not letting another word escape his mouth, and slammed the door behind you. Whether or not that was a mistake, You're still not sure.
Calum -
You returned to yours and Calums shared house to pick up your stuff. You were going to stay with your friend until you and Calum had sorted out what you was going to do with your broken relationship. Your friend came with you to 'Help carry your stuff', When you really knew it was to stop you from doing something stupid. You fished your keys out your bag and took a deep breath. You unlocked your front door, and stepped inside. It still had your favourite air freshener scent all around the house. As you shut the door behind you, You heard Trampling around upstairs. You thought Calum would of been at the studio, But apparently not. He rushed down the stairs and practically dropped at your feet. His face was red and eyes were swollen. "(Y/N), I've missed you so, So much," You awkwardly stepped over him. "I'm here to get my stuff Cal." You felt your voice crack as you said it. He looked up at you, And his eyes filled with tears again. "We haven't even talked this over (Y/N)! Please Don't leave me just yet," In your heart, You wanted to hug him, Forgive him & Tell him how much you loved him. In your head, You knew you had to walk away from him. Calum started spilling his heart out to you, Telling you everything you ever wanted to hear. "Calum, It's too Late, Right (Y/N)?" Your friend finally interrupted. You felt both pairs of eyes burning through you. You wasn't even sure. "Calum, I Love you more than anything, But you've broke my trust an-" Calum stood up and cut you off. "I Will wait until you can trust me again. I will work day and Night for years, Just so you will trust me again. You are honestly the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm not letting you go that easy." You stared into his dark brown eyes. He was being sincere. He meant every word he said. You lowered your head onto his chest and cried as he wrapped his arms around you. "OK Cal. I will give you One chance to try gain my trust," He tightened his grip. "I won't waste it," He whispered into your hair, leaving tiny kisses on your shoulder. You knew your friend was still there, but you didn't care. You had to follow your heart.
Michael -
You sat in your room crying for the whole week. You'd skipped school, You couldn't face going back to the reality. You were 99% Sure that the whole school knew about the incident by now. You hadn't heard from Michael at all, Shows how much he cared. You had sat in your room eating tubs of Ice Cream, Watching Old reruns of way out of date shows. Cliché, You know, But its helping. It's 8PM on a Friday, and You were already feeling sleepy. Your family members had stayed out of your way the whole week, as they knew how much you were hurting, and didn't want to be bothered. You plugged in your headphones and started to listen to some music. You curled up into a foetal Ball, and started feeling yourself drift off. You was still half asleep until You heard Your dad shouting. At first you ignored it, trying to get some sleep, but it only got louder, and you unplugged yourself from your mini world, Preparing yourself to shout down to be quiet, That's until you heard who he was shouting at. You bolted to the top of your landing to see your now ex boyfriend standing at the door arguing with your dad. "She doesn't want to see you Michael, If I was you I'd get the fuck out of here!" Your dad argued, Which made you smile. Unfortunately, the smile was soon wiped off your face as Michael noticed you standing at the top of the stairs. "(Y/N)! Please Let me explain!" Michael called up to you, and you felt yourself feeling weak again. "Michael, My dad is right, I don't want to see you, Leave," You started walking down the stairs so You could personally Slam the door in his face. He took a step forward, only to be stopped by the barrier of your dads arm. "(Y/N), It was the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life, Please forgive me, Or At least let me explain!" He had desperateness in his voice, but you was past caring by now. "Michael, You seemed to be having fun at the time, and think positively. Sure, you lost your Loyal girlfriend, Who was crazy in love with you and would of done anything for you, but hey, At least you got a decent blowjob and your reputation back?" And you shut the door in his face. You heard him cursing outside the door. You turned around to your dad who had his eyebrows raised at your sudden braveness. He pulled you into a tight hug. "I'm proud of you, you don't need him," He whispered. You nodded, your eyes welling with tears. You were way stronger than you thought.
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