5SOS Preferences

#24 I Miss You - Blink 182 (Song Reference)

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Luke - Hello there, The angel from my nightmare

You walked around your new school like a ghost, nothing seemed real, and no one seemed to notice you. You felt your breathing become heavy and more difficult. You hated huge crowds. You looked around you in panic. You saw so many options, but it was surrounded by strangers. You took a chance, and darted to an unnamed closet, and slammed the door behind you. You took a giant sigh of relief.
"Well hello there," a broken voice quietly said behind you. You shot around and saw a boy with tear stained cheeks. You eyed him up and down, looking at his skinny, frail figure. "This is what bullying does to you," he spoke up, noticing your staring. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stare," you whispered, kneeling down to be at the boys level. He started drawing shapes with his finger in the floor. "I can tell you're broken too," he said, looking into your eyes. You were taken a back by this comment. You went to speak, but he interrupted. "No one understands you, do they?" He continued his trancing stare. You swallowed the large lump in your throat and shook your head. "I thought so..." He trailed off. "I'm Luke by the way," he lifted his lips into a small smile. "I'm (Y/N)," you smiled back. He stood up and did something you sure as hell didn't expect. He kissed you. He looked shocked himself. "I've been told I need to try be more social and spontaneous, so erm yeah, you're beautiful," and that was the start to a beautiful relationship.

Michael - Where are you? And I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight.

Michael PoV

"Honestly You're being so dumb!" She shouted at me. "Maybe I'm not dumb, and you're just a slut," I shouted back, slamming my fists on the table. She had trails of tears running down her cheeks. "How could you say that Michael?!" She screamed, choking up. "Because you fucked with my feelings!" I was getting angrier and angrier as each second passed. A close friend of our had tipped me saying (Y/N) had been seen making out with some guy at the club. "WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER 6 YEARS, WHY DO YOU THINK I'D CHEAT FOR FUCK SAKE!" She screamed. I was at boiling point. "You tell me (Y/N)! You know what, fuck off, I don't want you anywhere near me," I yelled pushing her towards the door. She was screaming like someone who had been stabbed multiple times, but u I had to keep on with it, she did cheat after all. I slammed the door shut behind her and punched the wall. "Fucking whore..." I whispered to myself. I decided I should probably try get some sleep to cool off, before I break anything. After a lot of thinking, I did eventually fall asleep. I woke up in the morning, ready to forgive (Y/N). A lot didn't add up, and she seemed pretty sincere. I walked downstairs, expecting her to be on the sofa. But she wasn't. I thought it was odd, but brushed it off, she was probably off at her mums. Hours ticked by, until finally a knock at the door. I darted to the door and threw it open, only not to see her. It was the police. "Hello, are you Mr Clifford, (Y/N)'s boyfriend?" I froze, my heart froze, my lips froze, but still a billion thoughts went through my head. "Yes..." He policeman took a step closer. "(Y/N hasn't been seen for 16 hours now, and according to her mother you was the last person to see her," the next few moments were a blur. I remember questioning the police officer over and over, asking if this was a joke. Then dropping to my knees. Something bad could of happened to her, and it was all my fault. If I hadn't made her leave, we wouldn't be in this situation. I called her a slut and a whore. What was I thinking?! "(Y/N), you're so beautiful," I whispered over and over in my head. Please come back.

Ashton - Don't waste your time on me, You're already the voice inside my head.

You walked into the school reunion, turning heads as you walked in. Even you had to admit you looked great. You used to be the quiet one in school, and never really had a boyfriend. Now I'm sure all the boys were regretting their decision. You say never really, because you did have a boyfriend, but it was a bizarre relationship. You was the most loved up couple there was, but he never wanted to tell people about you. You never went out on dates, only stayed in. Though you did find out why in the end, you pushed it to the back of your mind. Your old school did a "prom theme" and reenacted the original prom. You found some old friends and caught up. Most of them were married and had kids by this point, you hadn't made it to that point yet. Later on in the night, the school did a reenactment of your original prom. "And Prom Queen goes to, the one and Only Miss (Y/N) (Y/L/N)," you blushed as much as the first time you won. You went to collect your sash, then a thought ran through your mind. "He hates these kind of things though," you muttered to yourself. "and our prom king, goes to," the announcer stopped talking to do a little cough. "Ashton Irwin," all eyes turn the the figure slouching towards the stage. Oh Ashton. Your first love, your first kiss, the boy you lost our virginty to. No one clapped him. He had grown his hair out a bit, and even you had to admit it was sexy. "Hey (Y/N)" he shot you a small smile. You didn't really want to talk to him. He put you through so much stress, Guilt and trouble. "I got off drugs..." He said, like the situation was nothing. "What?" You turned to him, forgetting the room full of people," he awkwardly looked around him. " let's talk about this somewhere else," he mumbled, walking you off stage and sitting you down at a table as the music turned back up. "When I saw your face when the police took me away, it changed me. I knew I must change. For myself, my family, my friends, for you. I've never gotten over you, and the only reason I came to this damn thing was in hopes of you being here," he slid his hand on top of yours. "6 years clean," he smiled. You look at your hands. It felt like a flashback to your first date. "So what do you say, we give it another, proper, shot?" He smiled at you hopefully. After quickly weighing the pros and cons, you came to the conclusion. "One chance, Irwin"

Calum - And in the night we'll wish this never ends,
We'll wish this never ends.

"You Look stunning!" Calum gawped. You and Calum were having a date night to mark your 4 year anniversary, and as you sleeked down in your floor length ball gown, you felt like the princess Calum always called you. It had been a rough year for the both of you, but you made it. You smiled and your boyfriend and grabbed his face to pull him in for a kiss. "I love you," you whispered. "I love you more," he grinned back. You giggled and intertwined hands. He took you over to the limo he had hired for the night, he had gone all out. "Wow Calum, this is awesome!" You giggled. He smiled. "Only the best for a princess," making you blush. He muttered something to the driver and off you went, listening to your favourite songs on the way there. You weren't sure where 'there' was, but you had ideas. Calum got out first, and walked around the open your car door. "Here we are beautiful." Your mouth dropped open. He had got reservations for not only the restaurant you wanted to go to most, but also expensive. "Cal, are you sure you can afford this," he nodded, eyeing up the restaurant. "Yes beautiful," you walked in, and everyone looked your way. Calum had got the best seats, overlooking everyone else. It was a beautiful building, it looked like a palace from the inside. Calum ordered your favourite meal and made small efforts through the night, a new gift for each course. Then came dessert. He popped the present in front of you. A tiny cream box. You opened it, not expecting what you saw. A ginormous engagement ring. You look over at Calum, who was now down on one knee. "(Y/N), you deserve the moon and back, and one day I'd love to give it to you. Will you marry me?" You screamed, your perfect makeup running down your face. "yes, YES!" You shouted, gaining an applause from on lookers. You looked into Calums eyes, but saw he wasn't happy. You started to worry. As the night drew to a close, you said your goodbyes. "I love you Calum," you smiled, kissing him passionately. "I love you more then you'll ever know Princess," he replied, turning towards his car. You slept easy that night, with the big rock sitting on your finger, until you was awoken at 8am by the door. You opened it to see 2 police officers. "Hello are you Miss (Y/L/N)? The partner of Calum Hood," you froze. "Yes..." You quietly trailed off. The policeman handed you a letter.

"Dearest (Y/N),
I hope you enjoyed tonight. I sure did. I enjoyed seeing you so happy, I enjoyed kissing you one last time, making love with you one last time, and hearing you say I love you one last time," your throat hitched. One last time. "I can no longer deal with the suffering, please forgive me my princess. Please remember me as the happy guy I was at once, not the sad guy I am today. I proposed so we can still have that connection forever. I love you more then words can explain. Please love you life to the fullest, and never forget me.
Love as always
Calum xx" it didn't sink in. You looked at the police officer. He had a grim face. "I'm sorry," you went to take a breath. It couldn't. Calum was dead. You couldn't save him. You'd never become Mrs Hood. He. Was. Gone.

Hey babes I'm back! Sorry this one was so sad (especially Calums), leave requests below💕