DISCONTINUED - How can you help me? - Troyler AU

22 - Stairs

Troyes POV-
Why? WHY?? Why did he do this to me?? I thought we loved each other. I thought he loved me.. Because I love him. I need to go see him. Right now, I'm sitting inside of a janitors closet, wondering if I have a committed relationship with the boy I love. I don't WANT to get up though. What if it WAS what I saw? What if Tyler has actual feelings for Caspar? Erg. Anyway, since when was Caspar okay with kissing guys?? What?? That was kind of a blank space in my knowledge.. I mean, Caspar has had 2 girlfriends since Gaby, Christy Gabel and Alyssa Marble. I distinctly remember Alyssa always kind of liked me. She always tried to flirt with me, even after me telling her I was gay, multiple times. I'm getting really side-tracked. I have to go see Tyler. At the though of loosing my first REAL love, my legs shot my body off the ground. The janitorial closet was to floors below where we were both staying in three hotel, and the elevators where way to busy, so I had no choice but to go by stairs.
My only enemy, Workout.
It would seem completely exhausting, if it weren't that my goal was Tyler Oakley. If Tyler wasn't on the top of these stairs, I would have stopped a LONGG time ago.
By the time I had gotten to the hotel room door, I had been Panting. Sweating, and nearly crying because I needed Tyler. I tried to wait a few seconds before knocking, mainly because I wanted to catch my breath (I don't do what you humans call "sport") but, I guess Tyler overheard me and I heard his footsteps running twords the door. I wanted nothing me then to hug him. But, he also had tears rolling down his cheeks. "Tylah. This isn't how we should be. I want us. I want this.. I grabbed his hand, and I hugged him, as tightly as I possible could with no upper-body strength.