33 - Mirrors

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Hey guys!
So this chapter is kinda short, because the way I want the entire book to end is kinda gonna need some transitioning ;p also, tall got a long chapter yesterday sOOOOO....
Anyway, for the short chapter,
Sorry. </3
~Jackie
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Troyes POV-
I'm a liar.
I promised to see him every day through a screen, and I've even failed at that. I can't bare to look at myself in a mirror. How can I let
the one I love see me, and the prime of self doubt? I've become a monster. I'm hurting those who are the most important to me. First, I hurt my mother. By first leaving her, and promising to come back ever so happy. I lied. I came back to Australia even worst then ever. Then, I hurt Tyler. The most beloved friend I ever had. I left him to early. I should have stayed longer. Next I hurt Tyde. I nearly choked him, without realizing I was putting my anger towards him, when all he MEANT to do was cheer me up. All I can see for the past week or so is two things. Hatred twords myself, and the blurriness of tears in my eyes.
I need help.
I desperately need help.
I'm gong to a therapist.

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