OK. PLS don't hate me </3 I'm kinda been forgetting to update... I honestly.. have no excusesssss.....
Ok.
Bye
I luhv you.
-Jackie.
PS. WE HIS 1.25k READS. WTF HAPPENED WHILE I WAS GONE??!?!
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TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
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Tyler's POV-
He left. He left me here. In this hospital. Practically staring at the mess I had made. It's no one's fault expect mine that I'm in here.
The incision that I made was far worst then any you've ever heard of. It had nearly cut bone. Being here, I now know learned skin isn't actually attached to bones, rather, skin is just a bag with a lot stuffed into it. After the skin split, the muscle and veins where basically torn apart. My bones where bruised by the blade. What I don't understand is why everything went so horribly wrong? Tumblr seems to never fail. How could I let this happen?
It wasn't that I hated myself.
It was that I hated what I had
become. And who made me like this.
I can't be held like this. I used to be so happy; filled with joy and excited for an extraordinary future. But, ever since I found someone, someone who did horrible, unspeakable things to me, it broke a hole in my soul.
I don't mean Troye.
I mean Eric.
Eric, is a foul, manipulative, horrid beast.
Eric is my ExBoyfriend.
Eric is the reason I'm here.
I had so much pain and anger built up in me, that when I finally got a release, self harm, I must have let out all that hatred onto the blade.
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oK HI.
Sorry it took such a morbid turn... BUT, I must say, I have big plans for this story! I hope you enjoy!
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