You *Kellic*

[54] Ten Bands

I did kind of hint at what Kellin was going to be like a while back...

Ex: after he hurt Jesse..His old room..The walls in his old play room.. How cold he was towards people..His thoughts..The lack of attention.. Hmm cant say I didn't warn you.

Song of the chapter: Up We Go, by Lights

Chapter dedicated to: KatrinaQuinn1
*Kellin Pov*

I wake up to the feeling of Vic moving.
"Vic" I say softly and his eyes open.
"yeah" he asks
"nothing"

Yesterday was a mess. My head was hurting all morning, I went inside for lunch told this one girl who has a big mouth about me throwing a party, I was basically inviting her to tell the whole school.
I went back to my table and everything was silent, I didnt tell any of them about my 'party' because I didnt really want anyone of them there, Justin is still acting cold towards me and I dont even think we are friends anymore, I dont know what happened between us, he always seemed to care about me, he always was there for me, through everything, I guess hes just had enough.

I didnt want to drag Jack to it because well hes Jack and he would only really want to go if his not so secret crush, Alex went and I didnt want to invite Alex because of what Vic said on the phone call about me being with Alex and how thats why I missed his calls. Oliver well he lives next door so I knew he would find out.

I was so scared to talk to Vic during music class, he said hi to me and I couldn't find a mind to mouth to voice function so I just nodded..I dont even know why, I could've just ignored him completely but I didnt want to.

During the party, I felt so overwhelmed, people started flirting with me, talking to me, and thats when I realized their attention meant nothing to me, it didnt make me feel any better. It proved Gabes thoughts wrong and mine right.

after a few minutes I just locked myself in my room and I felt overly panicked, thoughts covered my mind and I didnt know what to do, people knocked at my door and at that point I hid in the corner. I heard Oliver yell about getting Vic and before I knew it a knock came and I got up and unlocked the door before rushing back to my crying corner and letting him open the door.

What are people going to think, Vic shut the party down, will they judge me...Do they think I'm lame.
"I cant go to school today" I mutter and Vic raises an eyebrow at me.

"you are going"
"Am not"
"Kellin get out of bed we are going" Vic says sternly as he gets out of bed and changes his shirt.

"People are going to judge me" I mumble
"judge you? I stopped the party, they are going to think I was a pissed off boyfriend, thats it, come on, get up" he says holding his arms out and I slowly make my way out of my bed and into his open arms, he holds me tightly.

"Ten bands to listen to and wait for new music, copeland, U2, Green day, Fall out boy, The Killers, Panic! At the disco, A day to remember, The red hot chili peppers, Cage the elephant, Muse" Vic randomly says before letting me go and going through my shirts, he picks out one and holds it out to me, I grab it and put it on.
"Why am I telling you bands? Well, because, You're coming to work with me"
I look at him wide eyed, "no,no you don't have to work, you'll just be there" Vic says with a smile.

"Now get ready for school, I'll be waiting in the car for you with your coffee, where are your keys?" Vic asks

"Right here" I say pointing on top of my drawers, he takes it kisses my forehead before walking out of my room. 

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I open the passenger side door of my car, slip into the passenger seat and put my backpack on my feet before closing the door. Vic hands me my coffee and then turns on the radio. 'good morning' a lady says and I snap my head towards Vic who just smiles as he starts driving.

"I haven't drove in a long time" Vic admits, "don't worry, I'm not saying I'm bad at it" Vic adds.. I slowly start drinking coffee out of my Coffee thermos.

"I didn't think you would" I say softly
"Two days ago you would've...But I wont hold the old you against you"

"So if who I was last night wasn't me, and who I've been isn't me..Who am I?" I question as Vic parks my car in the spot I always do.

"thats up to you, find out who you are, you can do it, maybe being a bitch was you, but you're not a bitch to me so I dont think thats really who you are" Vic admits. He stops the car and hands me my keys. We both get out of the car and close our doors.

"Vic?"
"yeah"
"What happened to Mike? We didnt leave him in the house did we?" I ask confused as I put my backpack over my shoulder and walk next to Vic into the school.

"he left at like ten, I heard the door open and a car pull up, pretty sure Jaime got him"
"you awake at ten at night..Wow" I say surprised as we walk down the crowded hallway

*Vic Pov*

last night I couldnt sleep, I was just there holding Kellin in my arms scared to let him go, scared he'd push me away again. Also just seeing how peaceful Kellin was, in a none creepy way I just wanted to lay there watching him sleep. This morning I was watching Kellin as I was driving and I saw him look and pay attention to the things I told him to look forward to and it was honestly the cutest thing I've seen.

"I couldn't sleep" I say
"really? Why not" Kellin asks and we stop in front of his class room door.
"I blame Mike, he played the video game loudly, surprised it didnt wake you up" I lie and Kellin seems to buy it.

"I'll see you at lunch" I say before quickly pecking his lips and walking to my first class of the day.

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I start carrying a box from the backroom to the front, I watch as Kellin is looking threw some CDs.
I walked Kellin from art to lunch today and we sat there at his table. Kellin didnt talk much at first. Justin started talking with Jack about something and Alex and Oliver started talking, I then told Kellin that I loved him, because I feel like I havent said it enough the past two weeks, he smiled at me and it was the happiest I've seen him the past few days. After school I met him at his last class and we got into his car and went here to the record store and we've been here ever since.

I talked to Taylor and he said it would be fine that Kellin stayed.

"It would be awesome if you worked at a restaurant or something" Kellin says as I stand next to him putting CDs in the right place.
"and why is that?" I ask
"So then I can brag about having the best waiter as my boy friend and I can watch people be like 'can I sit at Vic's table' and I could be there like 'hes my boyfriend'... But I mean..You are the best person here so I guess thats good enough" Kellin says the last part quietly.

"you bet your ass I'm the best person" I say and I look up to see if Taylor is listening but hes not, he has his headphones in as he stands behind the cashregister doing nothing.

"Give me a song" I say and Kellin looks at me confused, "any band, give me a band and a song" I add

"Mr. Brightside By the killers" Kellin says and I walk over to Taylor. I knock on the desk making him put down his phone and take an earphone out.

"play Mr.Brightside by the killers..Please" I beg and he says a small 'sure' making me smile before walking back over to Kellin and Taylor starts playing Mr. Brightside on the speakers in the store.

"Just for you" I say softly
"Just for me" Kellin says before he goes back to looking at random cds and I go back to sorting other cds out.

A/N: if you follow me you know updates on when this story is going to be updated and everything... To Be honest, I feel like this story is close to an ending. Not sure when, but I'm trying to drag out this story as much as I can.

Its going to be bittersweet to stop writing this, but stories always have to end.