You *Kellic*

[5] Tony Perry

"Tony stop just sitting in your room all the time,go do something with your life" my mom nags me for what seems like the millionth time. I just walk straight into my room and lock the door behind me. last time I leave my room for a glass of water, shit I left it in the kitchen. I lay down on my bed just waiting for an idea of what to do to come to my head, or I could just sleep.

School is a hell,believe me I've seen it.

I never want to step foot in that place again,but sadly I don't have an option.i don't get bullied or anything, I just feel so alone. I have like three classes with my friends in it. I have two classes with Jaime which is nice,then I have one class with mike and Vic, in that class all I want is for mike to talk to me,but he's off talking to girls like I don't exist meanwhile lucky for me I got the class period with Vic when he seems to be somewhere else, he doesn't pay much attention,his thoughts must be everywhere, and that makes me feel alone but not as bad as my other classes. no one seems to want to talk to me. at lunch I put on a smile, today I was happy because well I just had those two classes with Jaime and I didn't feel alone for once but then suddenly after that I found out what truly feeling alone feels like. I don't like it. I don't want to tell anyone because,who wants to hear my problems? all they are going to say is something alone the lines of 'you are not alone tony, others go through the same thing' and that's something I don't need. all I need is a 'we will get through this together' or something like that.

I look over at my guitar,sit up on my bed and I'm about to pick it up when my phone vibrates,well who decided to acknowledge my existence...jaime,of course. I answer the call and put on a smile even though he can't see it.

"Hey tone..tony,ah meet at mike's place, now" he says and hangs up before I could even say something, I groan and lay back down before quickly getting up putting a random hat on, unlocking my door and rushing down the hallway hoping not to be seen.

"Tony where are you going?" I hear my moms voice as I put my shoe on.

"To live my life" I mutter before putting my other shoe on and rushing out the door, accidentally shutting it a bit too hard, whatever.

I fast walk down the street, I could've just used my skate board but I was so focused on rushing out of my house I forgot. I round the corner and that's when I see the fuentes's house, I don't bother knocking because this house is like my own. I close the door softly behind me."HOW COULD YOU!" I hear Jaime yell and I follow his voice into the living room.

"THIS IS HIS DREAM!" mike yells at Jaime

"Hey look it's tony!" I say faking enthusiasm as i stand awkwardly to the side of their arguement.

"Finally someone who sees the real side of things" mike says with a smile as he looks at me. if I wasn't so dead inside I might've just felt an expulsion of happiness or felt something strong from that smile,but yet, I feel nothing.

"No he's too nice, he doesn't see what's real, he sees what people want to see" Jaime mutters

"Well then why did you call me?" I say and I roll my eyes, I don't need this, I should be home drowning in self pity.

"Because we are a team, I'm sorry tony it's just that i think you'll pick mikes side on this situation" Jaime says. oh and why is that jaime? HES ALWAYS RIGHT. "Well then I'll walk back home" I say and I turn away but feel a hand pull me back

"Don't, it's just jaime's having a dramatic episode" mike says and I stay in place

"What's going on anyways?" I ask confused

"Mike let Vic go with kellin" Jaime says

"And that's bad because?" I ask

"Because kellin is an ass" Jaime says

"He seemed nice today, maybe he isn't an ass to everyone, give him a chance, plus hasn't Vic liked him for over ten years? maybe a little less but we should be happy he's finally getting to know kellin" I state "Exactly!" mike says, jaime puts his hands up in defence.

"tony will you ever be on my side? i just dont want vic getting hurt" jaime says."do you think i want that?" i ask "no" jaime mutters, excactly..EXCACTLY.

"once vic does get hurt we will deal with this... jaime breathe" mike says

"is that a nice way to tell me to calm down?" jaime asks annoyed "pretty much, did it work?" mike asks "im not sure" jaime says and he shurgs. im surrounded by idiots.

"so is this arguement over? do we all agree we will wait till vic actully gets hurt before making a murder plan?" i ask "fine" jaime mutters

"now can i go home?" i ask and i look over at mike "i need someone to be here when vic comes to talk about his night" mike says and i look around and point to jaime, mike shakes his head.

"oh i see, i'll just find out tomorrow, but if vic is upset call me" jaime mutters before walking away and a few seconds l hear the door shut.

"i volenteer?" i say in more of a question and mike starts laughing. "more like i picked you, come on lets go play video games until vic comes back" he says and we walk into his room and sit down on the bed,i look around at all the posters,he hasnt added any in about a year. he passes me a controler and turns on his TV. thats what i need in my room, a TV. no never mind, i have a laptop thats good enough for me, i suck at video games anyways.

"what time is vic going to be back?" i ask "kellin said somthing like 12 the latest, i think he was kidding, knowing vic he'll be back by 10 or 11" mike says as he sits next to me. i look at my watch, its currently 9:30. looks like i have at least an hour of losing a head of me,that wont be too upsetting.