my lovely demon; baji x chifuyu

chapter-4

With no delay Chifuyu rose up and made himself comfortable on the demon's lap, facing him.

He looks at the demon's eyes and apologizes "I'm sorry if I'm too heavy, unfortunately there is nothing I can do about it" Chifuyu says while controlling his breath and pulling his stomach in, thinking he could be less heavy that way.

"It seems you have forgotten that I am an immortal who could survive in hell, you being close to me is enough to bring me heaven" said the demon.

The mortals cheeks went a bit red as though he was a young girl who got to take a walk with her potential lover.

"Are we not to kiss Baji-san?" Chifuyu says, trying to distract himself.

Sitting on Baji's lap made him feel agitated as though he was doing something that was wrong but he liked.

"I stated everything so far as a way to humor you but it seems you took it seriously. Though I don't mind it. Rather I seem to love it."

"I shall get up then." Chifuyu says a little bit embarrassed that he initiated a kiss to a man who was joking.

"Is it really what you want?"

For some unknown reason Chifuyu had no words. It was at times like this that he didn't understand what his heart was making him feel. His whole life he was told to loath this demon, make sure that he obeys him, and fulfill all his wishes. But why is it that the idea of kissing this demon makes him feel so safe. From his very birth he is not sure if he already knew the demon's name or if he was told about him. Because as he is here, feeling the demon's breath over his hair, and his deep voice making jokes. There is a sense of familiarity in all these things he's experiencing. It felt like he knew all these features of him all before.

He leans his face closer to the demon's face. "Will I remember everything once our lips were to touch?"

With these thoughts Chifuyu tries to tell himself that he just desires to kiss the demon to remember what he has forgotten. But we all know, a part of him wants to understand and feel how the touch of the demon's lips would feel if it was on his.

They look at each other's eyes not saying a single word.

He notices the demon's yellow eyes under the moon, and that too felt familiar.

The demon gently brushes his hand over the mortals cheeks and rubs it.

Chifuyu smiled.

Without any thought coming in between them, Baji kisses Chifuyu.

It felt new, comfortable and familiar.

This kiss is Chifuyu's first and his heart is glad that it is with this demon. He doesn't know why, but we know and we are all too happy for him.

Baji brings Chifuyu closer to him by pulling him in by his waist. He notices that Chifuyu had a very thin waist. He cannot help but put his hands in the mortals shirt to see feel his skin.

"Baji-sa..."

"Shh I would not dare to do anything that would hurt you"

With this their kiss gets deeper and Baji continues to touch the skin of the man on his lap.

Their kiss gets more adult like as Chifuyu notices a tounge entering his mouth. It felt hot, too hot for him that he doesn't notice he's rubbing his bottom on the demon's lower.

A demon's tounge is long and wet with lustful magic so as Baji plays with Chifuyu's tounge with his, Chifuyu starts to feel hot.

"Baji-san, wait" says Chifuyu, pushing the demon back.

"Mm?"

"I feel weird. I don't understand what's happening to me. It would be better if we part for the night. I wouldn't want to be a nuisance to you."

"Chifuyu, may I ask you if you have ever erotically stimulated yourself?"

"I don't understand those words, I'm sorry"

The demon feels guilty for touching a man who has never relieved his sexual desires yet. To be precise he doesn't even know what it is. He understood that even though Chifuyu is an adult, he is still many centuries older than him. Something like this is to be done only after both of them understand what they're doing and that they're accepting of the activity. But Chifuyu who is not aware of this act, makes Baji understand that he has done something very wrong.

"It's alright not to know. We can always do this after you have understood."

"What we were doing, felt different and far too foreign. I didn't understand why I would want to continue doing that. That was why I didn't know what was wrong with me"

Baji smiles at the innocence of this man. How can someone who will be twenty soon be so adorable? His cheeks that were flushed and the collar of his shirt that was a bit off his shoulder, made him all so lovely.

"Would you like me to teach you why you felt that way?"

"If it isn't a bother to you then please do so"

Chifuyu who was still on the demon's lap seems to be learning something new tonight.

Baji explained all the knowledge he had collected over the years he lived with this human. He tells him what hormones are and that it can control your body. Anger, happiness, grief, lust and all such feelings, he tells why it happens. The human quietly listens without interrupting him.

It seems this is Chifuyu's first education he has received in this life.

Baji smiles at the memory of when he and Chifuyu met for the first time in his class. Chifuyu told him the correct spelling of a word he wrote wrong. It seems their roles have switched and it's him teaching Chifuyu now. A part of him makes him misses what they had, but he is also delighted at what they have now at this very moment.

Chifuyu notices Baji smiling and asks him "Is there something funny on my face?"

"No, there would be nothing on your face apart from beauty"

Baji was not being flirtatious, rather he looked serious. It felt like he said something he has been wanting to say since the heavens know when.

"Well then, I'd say your face holds a lot of things" Chifuyu replies back.

"Why is that so?" asks the curious demon"

"Well, when I saw your face, I don't understand what came onto me but my body worked on its own, and I said I missed you. When I look at you, I feel like I miss you even though you are here with me and that is something I will never be able to tell myself why. But not just that, when I look at your face, I feel safe and reassured. Your face is far greater than a beautiful decoration, it holds lots of things and makes me feel lots of things and I just don't understand why."

The human notices that the demon's eyes are wet and looking straight at him.

"Heavens, I'm extremely sorry. I must have offended you." Chifuyu says feeling mortified and decides to get off the demon's lap.

"No stay" Baji says, hugging the smaller man tightly.

"Chifuyu...you don't understand how much I love you."

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OK IM REALLY SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE.

the laptop was dropped by our cats and the screen got defected. we didn't have money to fix it since with covid, no shops are open and the only way to fix it is by sending it to the city, which is thousands of kilometers away. so it's just lying around there. this is why i couldn't write the fic. but since so many of you needed an update I decided to write on my phone. this chapter might be a little disappointing and I'm really sorry for that. I don't know if it's just me but I tend to write better with a psychical keyboard. the words just flow out better and I tend to think more creatively. so im sorry this chapter wasn't it's best. I'm saving up for a new laptop but it will take a long time since my parents don't care. so please bare with me. I'll try my best to update regularly but if i can't I'm sorry there is nothing I can do.

thankyou for reading!