"You're not getting younger Yce, don't you think it's time for you to find the one for you?" my mom reminds me. I am now 25 years old and i can say that I am now successful. "Mom, I'm waiting for a sign," it's too cliche but i believed in destiny. Should I start dating now? give me a sign god. Then someone accidentally poured an iced coffee in my blouse. Is this the sign I'm asking? "I'm sorry miss," when i looked up it's like my world stops and my heart beats fast, maybe this is only because of the coffee.
Days after , i found out that Ace; the one i met in the coffee shop, is the cousin of my bestfriend Ake. Ace and I dated each other, he makes me realised that it's amazing to be romantically in love. He's now one of the reasons why I am enjoying my life. We become lovers and make our journey more colourful, adventurous and amazing. We become the strength and home of each other. I love him dearly i gave all the love that i can, i invested my feelings in short, the Yce that independent become dependent to Ace. And i think that was my mistake, to be dependent to someone.
Since his ex come back he began to act differently
He's being cold to me, to the point that he's not updating me anymore. He said he was just busy with work but he's at the bar whole day drinking like there's no tomorrow. When our third anniversary come, I talked to him. I asked what his problem, what's going on to him and his answer break my heart into pieces. He said the he's not sure with his feelings anymore that he realized that he hasn't moved on yet. At our third anniversary we broke up, i hugged him tight i don't want to let him go but i needed to. Maybe you think that I'm crazy because I'm still hoping that one day he will realized that I'm the one for him and when he's finally moved on he will come back to me.
Hours become a days and days become months, yet i don't know how to moved on. I spent my nights crying, reminiscing our memories. I should be happy because he left me with good memories but those memories hunting me. How can I moved on if everything arounds me remind me of him;Ace.
It's been a year since i turned the page of my life where he's no longer part of it. I'm busy travelling sometimes with my fam but most of the time alone. Then one of my trip I met him there, we talked about our life and reminisce. Not so long, he courted me. I moved on in life but that doesn't mean i don't love him anymore i just love my self more. I let him in to the next page of my story and I'm hoping that our love lead us to forever.
