My new start (Tubbo x Y/N)

6 days

Woke up upset today.
I can't believe it's my last week whereas I should of stayed longer normally...

I decided to go downstairs to eat some breakfast.
"Hi Y/N, how are you ?" Tubbo asked softly, smiling a bit
"Hi Tubbs. Good I guess ? Could be better actually."
"I made you some pancakes...special pancakes"
"Special ? Did you left some eggs shells in it ?" I said jokingly
"Ahah very funny."
He handed me a plate with 3 pancakes on it, on top of them was melted chocolate and strawberries placed as to look like a smiling face.

"Owh Tubbo ! That is so cute...thank you so much"
"Eat it now, kill it"
I laughed a bit before eating with him and Lani.

"Alright I have to get ready now"
"For what?" Lani asked
"Aaron is coming to pick me, he's planning a journey for our 'goodbye'"
"Oh okay" she responded winking
"A WHOLE journey !?" Tubbo exclaimed
"That's what I said Bee boy"
I then left to the bathroom.

(Again, you are completely free to choose any outfit you'd prefer !)

I just had time to do my makeup before the bell rang.
"COMING!" I shouted
Tubbo already welcomed him inside.

Tubbo's POV:

I decided to open the door, not to let him stays outside.
"Oh Heya Tubbo !" He said with a big smile
"Hi 'ron"
I couldn't help but feel a bit embarrassed/ashamed, I'm still in my pajamas while he's handsome in his..clothes.

"How you doin' man ? Not too sad about Y/N"
"Uhh well-"
"I'm here sorry boys !" Y/N rushed down the stairs, nearly falling
"Woooh calm down you could fall" Aaron said pulling his arms in the air to catch her
"I'm not a kid you know, falling is for weak"
"And so is sleeping" I added which made her laughs

And I just let them left together.
Him and his perfect clothing style, perfect manners, perfect smile and face, perfect motorbike...uugh

He's my friend but this boy feels too much when he's with Y/N, as if he wants to be her husband of something.

Y/N's POV:

We decided to go play bowling together.
"You're good at this ?" He asked
"Uhhh yes ? No ? I don't know ?"
"What ?"
"Yeah."
We looked at each other before laughing at how absurd this conversation was.
"Let's see then" I said before throwing the ball
Only 3 bowling pins were still standing.
"Wooh nice one ! Try the spare"
I threw another one and managed to knock them all down !
"You're a champ, now I have to compete"
"Boohoo are you scared of me ?"
"Pffft no way"
Aaron stuck out his tongue before playing his turn.
A strike.
He jumped from excitement, looking like a kid.
I cheered
"Try doing the same now"
"Is this a threat ?" I joked
"No but if you do so I'll have a surprise for you"
"Okay deal then !"
We shook hands and I went for another round, falling miserably.
We played for a bit before our last round.

"Now is your last chance to strike Y/N ! I know you can do it"
I put all my concentration and strength into this shot...
And I did a strike.
"Wooooooh !!! DID YOU SEE WHAT I DID AARON ?? DID-"
I said coming back but as I turned back to face him, my body and face collided on something...or someone.
Aaron hugged me tightly before kissing me on my forehead.

I blushed hard, from surprise and what he just did.
It was...unexpected ?
"You're amazing !"
"Was this my surprise? Where's my waffle now?"
"Ahah I'll buy you one don't worry"

We left to our area next to the lake.
Sitting under the trees, looking at the sunset, Aaron took out his guitar from its case and start playing some chill tunes.
Him and I stayed like this for a moment before he stopped to face me.

"Y/N, I can't believe you have to leave this early"
"You know I don't make the rules Aaron, it ain't funny for anyone..."
"Yes but I want you to know you've been and still are my fav person. Thank you for being who you are and not for judging who I am"
"What do you mean ?"
I turned to look at him too.

"It's just...we're very good friends but I also have stronger feelings for you..
Not amicable ones"
I didn't say anything, in fact, I finally understood why I felt like this everytimes we reached a moment like this together : fear.
The fear of losing a friend.     My best friend from England.

"I mean...uhh. Do you want to be my girlfriend ?
I know it's a bit late but why not try and-" He was red from blushing too hard
"Listen Aaron. I love you."
.
.
.
"I love you so much and you know it. But I'm lost and scared. Very scared."
"Of what ?"
"Of loosing you ! You're my best friend and I even see you as a brother, I know I can count on you anytime and everything..."
"But ?"
"I think...I don't fully like you the same way you do for me."
"But I love only you ! You drive me crazy, don't leave me"
I stepped back from him.
"I belong with you...no ?"
"You're scaring me Aaron. Stop it"
"Did I do it wrong ? Am I the bad guy in this ?"
"No and no ? What are you even saying ? Calm down you're ridiculous"
"I'm sorry Y/N, I feel so lost too. I haven't slept for days thinking about how I'll tell you about my how I feel and it's not making the best of me..."
"I see that. You are terrible to see"
"I didn't meant to scare you. I don't even know if I'm straight"
"...what ?"
"Ah..ahah...ahahah !"
He just laughed crying before falling down.
What the f**k just happened.

"Yeah just like that he fell"
I quickly explained to Tubbo
We ended up in the urgency.
"Woah he just went psycho mod"
"Are you family ?" A doctor asked
"Good friends" I answered
Do we even look like family ? bruh
"Mister Dawson Aaron had a severe panic attack adding to the fact he was sleep deprived which caused him to faint. Did you noticed anything strange concerning his behavior before he fell ?"
"Yes, he wasn't acting like him. I should of understood."
"Do not worry, he's young so he'll be fine."

Tubbo and I went home without saying much.
I still felt shocked from what happened.
"Are you doing okay ? Wanna speak about it ?"
"It's uuuh...before fainting, Aaron was asking me out"
"Out like outside or love side ?"
"I'm serious Tubbo ! Of course 'love side'"
"Oh. 
.
.
And what did you responded ?"
"I pushed him back. Saying he's like a brother to me."
"Outch"
"Yeah...outch"
"Want a hug ?"
"I really need one"

6 days left.

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Hello~
The music used in the heading is the one representing Aaron !
A longer chapter today as things gets serious ;)
Hope you liked it ^^
Have a good day/night 🌸