My new start (Tubbo x Y/N)

Ice cream ?

Tubbo's POV :

I woke up feeling someone hugging me from my back.
"Hi Tubs"
Y/N's soft voice warmed my heart.
"Hello..are you okay?" I asked, rubbing my eyes.
"Huum did I cry during the night ? Why are you here ?"
"I wanted to stay with you...
You didn't seemed to feel well"
"Sounds like a nightmare to me but I can't remember it"
She softly smiled at me before hugging me.
"Woah, are you sure you're okay ?" I said hugging her back.
"I'm totally fine Tubbo, you don't have to worry"
We looked at each other for a minute. My heart started to beat faster and faster every second that passed.

"Do you want to go somewhere today ? I want some ice-cream !" I proposed
She screamed, pulling her hands up "YAAAAY ICE-CREEAAAM !!"
As we were walking to the beach, I looked at our hands. They are so close.
Should I go for it ?
In a burst of courage, I began to bring mine closer to hers.
I could tell she noticed as she started blushing, looking away.

Our fingers touched, gently.
Slowly our little fingers were intertwined.
My heart was beating so hard I'm sure she could heard it !
She surprisingly fully took my hand, still without saying anything.
Just us, looking away from each other's but holding hands.

This shy silence stopped and our hands parted when we arrived in front of the ice-cream truck.
"What flavor do you want ?"
I asked looking at her, smiling.
"Chocolate and strawberry!"
She's so cute I thought.
"I'll take the same !"

We were eating, sitting on high rocks by the ocean.
"We should do this more often ! I really needed this.."
She said, looking at the waves.
"Yeah...can relate"
I hesitated, should I tell her what's on my mind ? Why am I stressing ?
"Do you want to...talk ?"
She was looking at me worriedly
"I have so much to say..."

"I know it will sound a bit egocentric but I miss you ! You're spending more and more time with Aaron and even if you live with me, I feel like we're not as close as before. It's so silly...I miss you even if I know you'll still come home at the end of the day..."
"Tubbo.." I couldn't stop talking, expressing my mind, my fears, my anguish...but not how much I love her.
This overwhelming flow of thoughts represented how much I bottled up this past few days.
All the times she couldn't walk home with me but with Aaron, leaving me alone like before she came.
When she would skip our specials days to go with him somewhere or when she would come back covered in paint..

I want this overthinking to stop. I'm not the type of person to create drama and I don't want to become this.
The only way out of this situation is by talking.

She suddenly stopped me by hugging me very tightly.
"I'm so sorry Tubbo !! I didn't know you felt like that !!" Tears began to flow, this time I wasn't the only one.
"It's just that Aaron is my real first friend since I'm here and-"
"Is he really your friend Y/N ?" I said smiling.
I said it ! Finally I would truly know how she feels towards him.
Even if it could hurt me in the end.

Y/N POV:

"Is he really your friend Y/N ?"
Tubbo was smiling but a tear was coming down his eyes.
How can he still be so kind and attentive ?
This boy surely is the sweetest of all.

I took some time to think.
Actually, I never really thought back on what happened last time.
Did I wanted him to kiss me ?
Am I in love with him ?

"I think we are..."

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Hello !
Another drama chapter haha
I hope it's not "too much" but it's important for future chapters to go through this. (；・∀・)
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