as the heavy rain droplets hit my naked skin and as the fresh tears fell slowly down my face from the events that just occurred I never hated my boyfriend Rafe more.
"Y/N WAIT." I could hear him shouting off in the distance, the sound of his voice made me want to throw up even thinking about him.
"GO AWAY RAFE, LEAVE ME ALONE." I shouted back in reply.
"y/n, darling please just listen to me."
he tapped me on the shoulder, I could feel his hot breath falling onto the back of my bare neck and the warmth of his voice it took all I had in me to not kiss him despite of what he'd done.
I swung around my arms folded closely into my chest "Go on then, who was she?" I gave him a piercing glare.
"I-it's not what you think, y/n please." he pleaded for me to listen to him.
"oh yeah? well I think you were alone with that girl in your room, probably having sex or some bullshit." I cried out, I began walking towards him making him back up "FUCK YOU RAFE AND YOUR FUCKING SIDE BITCH IF YOU REALLY LOVED ME YOU WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT, YOU WOULDNT HAVE CHEATED."
"I LOVE YOU PLEASE Y/N DON'T DO THIS TO ME I LOVE YOU, YOU- YOU CAN'T LEAVE." he grabbed at his head walking back and forth on his front lawn, "YOU'RE ALL I HAVE, YOUR ALL I NEED."
he paused for a second and grabbed my face wiping the tears with his thumb as more fell from his bloodshot eyes.
"your all I want." he whispered gently into my ear.
I knocked his hand from my face and hit him a few times lightly in the chest, falling down to the floor from the tears and the pain in my heart.
he fell down with me cradling me in his lap "it's you y/n it's always been you, please we can get through this being with her realised how much I really love you."
I sat there for a second in shock, did I want to still be with him? could I trust him? was he really the one for me? after all, he had completely shattered my heart into millions of pieces.
"no" I said slowly wiping at my tear-stained cheeks, "no Rafe." I got up slowly backing away from him, the boy I loved the boy I thought I loved.
"y/n please no you can't do this, no please." he fell to the floor tears gushing down his face as he hit the floor in anger, "YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME I LOVE YOU!"
"FUCK YOU RAFE CAMERON, YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BEFORE YOU CHEATED ON ME." I stuck my middle fingers up at him before making my departure.
"FUCKKK" he shouted before punching a hole in the front door of his house.
I couldn't stop thinking about how I walked right in on him just cheating on me, I thought he loved me I fell to the ground again but someone picked me up grabbing onto my hips and pulling me up slowly.
"Y/n you are the most gorgeous girl I've ever laid my eyes on, I will not let some stupid girl get in the way of our future together, I love you so fucking much it hurts to even see you talking to another boy, I know I'm a shitty fucking person but I love you so much, so please can you forgive me?"
He grabbed me fiercely by the jaw and brushed his soft lips against mine.
when we pulled apart and rested our noses against one another for a couple seconds before anyone spoke.
"I love you too Rafe, I truly do but It's not going to be easy for me to forget this" I ran my hands through his hair as he wrapped his arms around my neck.
"you're so fucking sexy I love you y/n." and with that he scooped me up throwing me over his shoulder, laughing and squirming.
"love you too darling."
