I was hyperventilating over here cause I don't know what is happening, Will I lose her forever cause I can't because that will be the worst thing that could ever happen to me, I can't risk losing her again, If I never came into her life, all this could have been avoided, she would have been happy, But, she was the best that happened to me, and I don't wish to lose her, to give her up, but I had to.
I jogged downstairs to have a drink to soothe my throbbing head, it was dark signing that it was night already, I opened the freezer and took out a bottle of one of my finest bourbon, I walked towards the fireplace and felt the fire warm my face, I closed my eyes and drank my drink softly, the elegant liquor burning my senses.
That's when I heard sniffling sounds from the other side, it was so dark that I couldn't make out anything, I could make out a silhouette of her, My heart squeezed at what I saw, I looked at her crying figure with a blank expression cause I don't know how to respond, because I knew I made her cry so, how am I supposed to react?
I placed the glass on the side table and slowly walked towards her, my shoes clicking on the marble floor, I knelt beside her and touched her shoulder gently.
She shrugged and refused my touch, which was angering, I never like being refused, I breathed hard to control my rising fury, why was she crying? What is wrong?
''What's wrong Rose? Why are you crying?'' I asked cupping her face with my hands and wiping her tears with my thumb, this time she did not slap me off.
I noticed blood dripping down her hands, onto the Persian carpet weaves, My eyes widened as I saw a blade wound on her inner hand, cut across her skin, I grabbed it and examined it, it was deep and looked extremely painful, my eyes widened in horror.
''What the hell is this rose?'' I asked quickly getting up and walking away, returning with an antiseptic liquid and band-aid, I blew on the wound and dabbed the liquid onto the glowering blood gash, she winced in pain, making tears running down her eyes at a faster rate.
''Why did you do this?! Answer me!'' I shouted at her, my voice slightly breaking, my eyes filled with worry, she looked at me and smiled slightly, the smile held pain.
''I am just pain for you, Mr Carter, I don't mean anything to you, I am so sorry for this but I can do nothing about this, you would never accept me or her'' she whispered tears running down her beautiful eyes, wait? Her? who is this 'her' she is talking about.
I nodded at her to continue, She slowly took something from her back, revealing a pregnancy test, two red lines formed on the device, making my eyes widen with surprise, my blues snapped at her pain-filled ones that awaited my response.
''I-th-this, Rose..'' I stuttered unable to say anything, I was at a loss of words, this means she is pregnant with my child, my progeny, our child, I don't know how to feel about this, should I be happy or sad?
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His Ecstasy | 18+| Eric Carter
Romance❦ The Billionaire and His Flower❦ Book 1 Of The Ecstasy Series ❝Death is our forever because I want you to be mine, till eternity❞ . . . ''She was His to Touch, His to Love and His to Break'' ''He was Hers to Feel, Hers to Heal and Hers to Breathe''...