He came back to me, that cheater ass came back to me again, despite my constant struggles of getting away from him, trying to wiggle away from him, I couldn't help but feel the tranquillity in his arms, Heaven, and I curse myself for feeling that way.
After that incident at the university and office, Eric was strangely gentle and kind towards me, he made sure that he wouldn't make me even pout, how can he be so bipolar? A few days back he just hated me like nothing and now? Something is fishy, and it was irking me.
I never talked with him or smiled at him whenever he did these sweet things for me, cause I want him to feel the pain that I felt all these days, Nevertheless, I felt bad for him, as if I felt his pain, I am crazy!
A week passed after Eric started being sweet with me, he took care of me, gave me warm and loving looks and gestures and even did anything that I asked for, even if I wanted ice cream at midnight, But still, I hate him after what he did to me and I will despise him for that reason forever because my reason is justified.
''I guess you need to try and forgive him Detty'' Amelia whispered to me as Eric dropped me at the university by himself in his Lamborghini Urus, his fingers curling around the steering wheels as he turned the car, his brows knotted, his shades falling on his nose.
''Goodbye Mr Carter '' I remember saying this to him as I stepped down from the car, but he was quick to grab my wrist and pull me into the car again nearly making me fall on my face, I groaned.
''What?'' I snapped at him, moving the hair from my face, for a second I felt bad at hurting him as his expectant blue eyes filled with sadness and remorse and most of all guilt.
''Can't you uhh, Can't you give me a goodbye kiss?'' he asked hesitantly like a small kid wanting a candy, his teeth sinking down into his lips, I had to resist the temptation to aww at him, we haven't kissed in days and it felt like an eternity, I missed that feeling.
''No!'' I said pointing my index finger at him like a mother scolding a kid, a frown forming on my face, he pouted sadly, I looked at his tired face, there was some dark mark under his eyes, some wrinkles lining his smooth skin and his blue eyes seemed tired and weary.
I know he has been regretting the decision of hurting me, cheating on me, and the media has been frenzy over these days, sleepless nights and busy days now calmed the media into believing that Eric Carter never cheated on me and it was an illusion, well he did though, And he had been trying and trying to make me forgive him in the end.
''No Am! He cheated so shamelessly on me! I can't let him go so easily, let me see his pain too, let me see him broken and shattered as he saw me.'' I said to Amelia even though it's a lie, I forgave him already, it was so easy, My heart is so much for him that I can't see him in tears.
''She is right Lia, After all, what Mr Carter did with Odette was not at all right'' I felt Jaxon's hand getting wrapped around me, pushing my body towards his, I looked sideways at him and smiled, he is sweetheart, Jax had always supported me in everything, my pain and my laughter, Unlike Eric who is nonchalant, but it seems like Eric is trying and was on the verge of becoming my Ric again, he is trying.
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His Ecstasy | 18+| Eric Carter
Romance❦ The Billionaire and His Flower❦ Book 1 Of The Ecstasy Series ❝Death is our forever because I want you to be mine, till eternity❞ . . . ''She was His to Touch, His to Love and His to Break'' ''He was Hers to Feel, Hers to Heal and Hers to Breathe''...