My little feeling a little strong. I don't remember when it exactly started, when exactly I put you in my heart, when exactly you took an important part in my life. I worked hard not to recite your name countless times in my heart and I promised myself that I won't let you know. It is just enough if I am the only person that knows.
But then I realized something. The taste of one-sided love is philter but now it seems to be obsolete. I thought I could stay like this, I was happy keeping it within myself because it is enough if I am the only person that knows.
Fully aware of my ungovernable feelings still I cannot summon up my courage as your feelings were always opaque. Sometimes I do felt that our feelings were mutual. But the repeated thoughts that may be I'm the only one who thinks this way, frightens me and moreover it is just enough if I am the only person that knows.
I thought I was very strong but I was totally wrong. I cannot help myself to falling to you every time you prattle. The more resistance I created, the more you pulled me back, though you never realised that.
I think I've already oozed out of your life...that you might have already forgotten our risible talks...that you have never considered me more than a friend.
Thanks for still seeing me as a friend. I'll try to think of you as a friend too. 'I'm happy for you', these are the best words I can give you.
Since Ive already put my whole youth into you, it cannot be erased so easily no matter how much I try. I won't plea you to think of me or to be with me. It is just enough if I am the only person that knows. I can alone love enough for both of us because it was my first love... it's worth keeping it forever!!
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Short StoryOne sided love is never painful. Waiting for someone you long for gives a thrilling pleasure. This is what the book tells about. I assure you that you'll fall in love after you read it.
