Love triangle

...These mruderous hands...

(Note: while reading this chapter listen to this)
(JJ's POV)
I climbed a tree, I got to the middle and sat there, and cried,
"What have I done?"i say "did I kill him??"i pull bits of glass out of my body and quietly groan as I do,
"I shouldn't of done that..."
"I'm soo stupid"
(R's POV)
I hear Beyond yelling in pain, what is she doing I kick the door trying to get it open after a few more kicks I kick it down, when I get there, Lawliet is stood there,
"BEYOND STOP!!"he yells, Beyond freezes, then JJ reaches for a piece of glass, she stabs him in the stomach, I scream, he yells in pain and falls onto his knees in the glass, then she stands up does a round house kick in his head and he's out cold on the floor, I drop to my knees,
'Beyond...no...'
I start to cry, Lawliet dashes to Beyond I run as well, I pick up Beyonds hand, its cold, I hear running it must be JJ but I don't care, I want to know if she killed him,
(Lawliets POV)
I run to Beyond, what did he do, what did JJ do??, JJ looks at her hands then bolts for the door,
"JJ WAIT PLEASE!!"I shout and run to the door "JACKIE!!!!"I give up, she ran into the forest I'll find her in a bit, I go back to Beyond, I feel his pulse
"He's still alive, go get the first aid kit, I'll call Watari for help"
"Ok thank you"she runs to the kitchen, I lift Beyond up, he groans in pain, as I walk to the sofa I try my best to wipe of stray glass, I gently place him down on the sofa, R comes back in with the first aid kit
"Clean his wounds and remove any glass"she nodded, I stand up and call Watari
(Call convo)
Watari- hello?
Lawliet- Watari come to Beyonds house quickly bring all medical supplies and equipment we have
Watari- ok Lawliet I'll be there in about 10 minuets
Lawliet- thank you
(End of call convo)
I looked at Beyond his shirt was covered in blood,
"R remove his shirt"she didn't question she just did it, I looked at his stomach it was half cut open, I couldn't remove it with out the equipment so I just cleaned around it and covered it up as best I could, R stood up and walked over to the door, she was waiting for Watari but I could hear her crying,
'Im soo sorry, R'
After a few minuets Watari rushed in,
"Lawliet I need a room to set this up"
"Go into the other living room space it's empty"said R
"Thank you"watari and R quickly moved the things into the room and set it up, we lifted Beyond into the room and Watari, hooked him up to the machine,
"Miss R its best if you wait outside"said Watari she nodded and walked out, I stayed incase he needed help, his heart rate slowed down a beat every minuet.

Watari removed the glass from his stomach, his heart beat was slowing rapidly, watari cleaned the wound then sew it up, he cleaned any cuts he had else where, and used a blood pack and hooked it up so he could get some blood, me and Watari stood there waiting to see if he will be ok, his heart rate starting going up and to a normal pace,
"Lawliet he will be fine"said Watari, I was relived and walked out to see R who was crying,
"R..."she looked up at me "he will be fine" she breathed in deeply, jumped up and hugged me,
"Thank you soo much Lawliet"i smiled and hugged back, then I thought, JJ!
"I'm sorry I have to go!"i ran into the forest to look for JJ...
(R's POV)
I walked into the room to see Watari taking off his gloves, I stood next to Beyond and held his hand stroking it slightly, after a few minuets Watari announced he was going to find Lawliet, about five minuets after he left the moniter starting beeping his heart rate was going down,
"WATARI!!!" I yelled, he came running in,
"Yes miss R?"
"Beyond his heart rate!!"Watari looked at the heart rate and then the blood pack,
"We need a blood pack"me and Watari began searching for one, it was a race against time his heart was slowing by the minuet, we couldn't find one,
"R I'm sorry but without one he will die..."I started to cry, I held his hand,
"Beyond, I love you"his heart was almost not beating, I kissed his lips, then Lawliet and JJ ran in, I walked up to her and slapped her,
"YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID YOU FUCKING KILLED HIM YOU BITCH!!"i ran out crying,
(JJ's POV)
I could hear foot steps so I hid my self more in the tree, it was Lawliet,
"JJ?? WHERE ARE YOU?? PLEASE!!"he looked up and saw me
"JJ!!"
"Go away!!"
"No"he climbed up, he sat next to me, I turned away
"I'm not going anywhere"he said touching my shoulder
"I'm a monster I killed him..."I look at my hands "with these mruderous hands..."
"No you didn't"
'I did"
"No, Watari brought the medical equipment, he's stable"i started crying, he hugged me
"I thought I killed him...I didn't mean to go that far I'm really sorry"
"I know..."I looked up at him
"R and Beyond will hate me now wont they..."
"I don't know"he kissed me
"How could you still love me??"
"I don't know I just do, and I will never stop, like I promised I'm not going anywhere"then we heard R scream,
"WATARI!!!"
"What was that??"I said
"I don't know"i got out the tree was quick as we could, and sprinted for the house, when we got into the room, Watari was searching around the room frantically, R walked up to my angry and upset and slapped me,

"YOU SEE WHAT YOU DID YOU FUCKING KILLED HIM YOU BITCH!!"she ran out crying,
'I killed him??'
"Watari what are you looking for??"asked Lawliet
"A blood pack, he will die if he doesn't get one!!" Lawliet ran and helped Watari look,
"JJ help us!!"said Lawliet
"I've got an idea"i ran out the room to the kitchen I got four food bags, a pair of scissors and a sharp knife, I went back to the room
"Cut the top of the blood bag open"i put the scissors on the side and Watari did I said,
"JJ what are you doing?!?"asked Lawliet
"I'm saving his life!"i doubled up the food bags to get 2 thick bags and slit 3 cuts in my arm and made sure the blood went into the bag,
"Wait JJ no!"protested lawliet
"I'll be fine"i say, after a minuet I move to my other arm and do the same I fill the food bags with my blood, I go over to Watari
"Open the blood bag"he opens it and I tip one food bag into it, I fill it and I tie the top up securely with skin staples, Watari hooks the blood to Beyond, I tie the other food bag up and put it into a dish on the metal tray, watari does CPR on Beyond, me and lawliet watch the heart monitor for hope, after 3 minuets we give up hope I go to Lawliet and hug him,
"I tried, Lawliet I tried..."he stroked my hair
"I know"then my heart stops, we hear a beep, I whip my head round to see the heart rate go up, Watari checks him over,
"He's come back"I started crying, and hugged Watari then kissed Lawliet,
"Wow"said lawliet
"Well done JJ you saved his life"
"I'm the one who killed him too"i mumble,

I run out the room to find R, soon I find her in her and Beyonds bedroom hugging a photo frame crying, the photo must be Beyond, I knock on the door quietly,
"What do you want?!?"
"H-he's alive..."her head shoots up
"He's what?!?"
"Alive..."
"You playing some kind of sick joke, I saw his heart stop!!"
"No I'm not, go see for your self"
"Fine I will, but if this is a joke your soo fucking dead..."she walks down stairs quickly and into the room, never letting go of the photo, she stops, eyes wide, mouth open when she sees him breathing,
"W-who brought him back?"she looked at the blood pack "who found the blood pack??" Watari and Lawliet pointed to me, she turned round in shock then she looked at me a little more, I had blood on my shirt and sleeves,
"H-how??"I pulled up my sleeves to show her the cuts, she gasped, she ran over to my hand and held it,
"Watari give me some cleaner and bandages"
"No, no you don't have to"
"It will get infected"she cleaned and bandaged my arms "how much blood was that"
"Two blood bags full"
"Omg..."
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't of lashed out I should of sorted it properly...I understand if you hate me to the point you want to kill me..."I look down, she hugs me, I gasp
"It's ok, just please I beg you don't hurt him again or yourself..."
"I promise, I give you permission to hit me"she pulled away and lightly punched my arm
"Don't worry, I just want to focus on getting him healed"i look at the blood bag half empty,
"Watari careful, the blood bag"he looked at it and got everything ready for the change when it's needed,
"I cant believe you saved him, I didn't think you would..."
"I'm not that mean" I laugh a little "Lawliet we better go get some blood packs"he nodded
"Here, go to this place"watari hands me a piece of appear with an address on it,
"Ok thanks"I take it and me and Lawliet hurry out the door,
"I'll drive"says Lawliet
"You drive??"
"Like I've said before, I can do many things"i sigh and get in the front passengers seat, Lawliet's actually a good driver, we get there in about 20 minuets, its a huge mansion, Lawliet pulls a pair of keys out of his pocket,
"Wait you know this place?"
"Yes, this is Watari's house"
"Wow"
"When you left, when I wasn't at wammys this is where I used to live"
"Oh..."we walk in and go to a room with a huge metal door, we walked into the strange room and every where was medical supplies, Lawliet went over to a small fridge and pulled out 16 packets of blood,
"Woah do we need that much??"
"At this rate yes, he lost a lot of blood"
"Oh right yea"i say and put my head down, he goes over to a cupboard and pulls out a cooler bag and places the blood inside, we leave and he locks the door, when we get into the car Watari calls me,
(Call convo)
Watari- is this JJ?
JJ- yes, whats wrong Watari are you alright?
Watari- oh yes fine I just wanted to let you know wee are now using the second bag of your blood
JJ- ok thanks we are now on our way back
Watari- alright
(End of call convo)
"Watari says their now using the second bag of my blood"
"Alright were now going" we get in and drive back, when we get there I run to the room, with the blood
"I've got the blood!"

~~~~3 days later~~~~

(Authors Note)
OMG this broke my heart writing this, will Beyond be ok?!? Well you will have to wait and see...I hope you keep reading...
Enjoy~~
Byee from Beyond xxx