Life goes on- A tubbo x fem reader

Chapter 2

you opened twitter and saw the dm notification sitting there. you wanted to open and didn't want to. what if it was about the raid? you said screw it and didn't open it. you only ended up taking a single bite of your burger before throwing it away because you weren't that hungry. you were trying to lose weight anyways. you went back up to your room and got on your pc to look around for new youtube video ideas. 15 minutes later you got a notification from discord.
•Tubbo sent a friend request•
•Tubbo has sent a message•
Tubbo Pov
y/u/n still hasn't responded to my dm on twitter. maybe she has discord. i searched up her username and low and behold her discord I dmed her. i really hope she responds i want to thank you her for raiding me and maybe get to know her. i'm not sure how i hadn't known about her. according to my google search her average viewer count is 10k. so obviously today's viewers were down. they were probably watching my stream because we'd basically streamed at the same time. a few minutes later i see her status on discord change to online.
y/n pov
My anxiety was skyrocketing now. he's dmed me 2 times in an hour. i really want to open it but i can't bring myself to do it. im scared for no reason about what it's gonna say. "screw it" i mutter to myself. i quickly brought my cursor over to the notification bell and clicked on the message.
Tubbo: Hey thanks for the raid earlier! i tried dming you on twitter but i guess maybe you didn't get it...? anyways i was wondering if you'd like to stream together sometime? i've seen some of your youtube videos and you're amazing at bed wars so maybe youd like to stream bedwars?

Y/u/n: Hi Tubbo! your dm on twitter went through. i just didn't open it. i'm sorry. i have bad anxiety so i decided not to open it. i'm sorry about that though.

"i'm literally dming the Tubbo right now" you thought. this is incredible. he replied a few moments later.

Tubbo: Oh i'm sorry Y/u/n i had no idea!

Y/u/n: No, no, no it's fine just unexpected that's all. you can call me y/n if you'd like.

Tubbo: Ok! well hi y/n i'm toby

y/u/n: hi toby it's very nice to meet you

Tubbo: would you like to stream some bed wars tomorrow or a q&a possibly...?

Y/u/n: sure i'd love that

Tubbo: So where do you live? i couldn't tell in your videos. half the time your accent was british and the other american.

y/u/n: I moved last year from the UK. now i live in america

Tubbo: Ohhhh ok that makes sense. Why? did not you like it in the UK?

"how do i respond to this" you thought. "should i lie or tell him the truth?"

y/u/n: oh of course i loved it in the UK! but my parents ended up splitting up for personal reasons. so now i live with my mother in the US.

Tubbo: Ok oh gotcha. Do you want to exchange phone numbers and facetime?

y/u/n: uh yeah sure mine is ***-***-****

a few moments later you got a text notification from an unknown number. you assume it's toby.

Toby

Hey it's toby!

Hey!

do you wanna facetime?

yeah sure

your phone starting ringing and you immediately pick up. you see Toby sitting at his setup with his phone propped up.
"Hey y/n"
"hey toby"
"whatcha doin"
"nothing much"
you had you phone facing upwards towards the ceiling so your face wasn't visible.
"so how do are you?" tubbo aksed
"17"
"so my age"
"yeah" you replied
"so about the stream tomorrow do you wanna do bedwars or a q&a"
"probably a q&a" you reply "we can get to know each other better on stream too"
"oh yeah, smart"
"so what time is it for you?" as soon as you spoke an audible yawn came out.
"its 11 p.m for me" he replied
"oh wow that's a 6 hour difference" you pointed out
"y/n it's 4 a.m for you?!?! aren't you tired?"
"well yeah a little bit but I don't sleep well most nights so it's not a big deal"
"oh I'm sorry. how come?"
"sometimes I get nightmares. but if it's not that than my anxiety keeps me up by coming up with scenarios. like a few nights ago I had a scenario come through my head that my mother kicked me out for being a horse shit daughter. not that it would ever happens but it bothers me"
"well that really sucks. if i can help you at all i will"
"there's nothing anybody can do about it. i've seen therapists and doctors about this stuff and nothing really helps." you explained. luckily you weren't showing your face. by this point you had a few tears rolling down your cheeks.
Tubbo hadn't replied after a few minutes.
Tubbos Pov
wow i would've had no idea that was going on. she seemed so happy before talking about her anxiety and nightmares. i really wanted to help her but like she said theres nothing i can do. we've only been talking for an hour and i already care so much about her.
"i'm sorry i just completely ruined the mood. i shouldn't have said anything..." she spoke quietly.
"no y/n you're perfectly fine. i just didn't expect that. you can always call me if you need to talk ok?" i reassured her.
"okay, thanks toby. i should probably try to get some sleep if we want to stream tomorrow."
"alright goodnight y/n. remember you can always talk to me if you need to ok?"
"yep. night tubbo"
y/n pov
You hit the end call button, got into your pajamas and crawled into bed. after 2 minutes you were already asleep.
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