"What?! Are you insane?!" I yelled at Liam.
"Eeh. Not quite sure." He replied.
"That idea is absolutely ridiculous. How could you say something like that? You come back into my life after me not seeing you for 7- 7 years! And you think that you can say something totally stupid like that and I would agree with you?! Who the h/@l do you think you are?!" I ranted.
Liam and the rest of the boys looked at me like I had gone mental. Well all but Andy. He has seen me like this once before. But, even Paul looked at me like I had grown two more heads and was fixing to come after them.
"What has gotten into you? You used to be a sweet, innocent, little girl who would listen to whatever someone had to say. What made you change?" Zayn asked me softly, like he was afraid that if he talked normally then I would burst.
"Being told all of the stuff from earlier, plus being made fun of, being separated from my 2- only 2 lifelines, and being cut and almost raped by my father (uncle). That severely changes people. And that's not all of it. I used to be made fun of when I was 8-10, when i first got here, because i was different. When I turned 10, and started taking boxing lessons again and coming to the gym, they all stopped. It was from then on that I made this new, better image of myself. This is me. The NEW me. Hope you like her, because she is here to stay." I said and they looked so shocked.
"I'm sorry to hear that Shelly Belly, but please don't let them get to you. Please." Niall said and I turned to him.
"Shelly Belly. I haven't heard that one. I approve of it. Anywhore, they got to me 10 years ago. They caused me to try to kill myself 3 different times. And to almost be killed 1." I told him just as softly.
They all gasped and Niall pulled me into a tight hug. A Horan hug.
He pulled back and took my hands in his.
"How did you try and almost get killed?" He asked. It was like everyone in the room held their breaths.
It was like they all expected me to burst into tears.
"I need Liam to be able to tell you." I said and Liam immediately came over.
He wrapped his arms around my middle and everyone else came to stand in front of us. Niall still held my hands.
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"OK. Well the first time was when I was 9. I cut my self and tried to bleed to death, but my skin healed to quick. The second was when I was 11 and I hung myself. I didn't get too far because my neck healed itself before I could fully die. The last one, I was 14, so just last year, and I took a couple of handfuls of pills. My stomach acid dissolved them before they could affect me too much. I got sick for a couple of days, but other than that I was okay. And my father tried to kill me on my 8th birthday. He cut me from hip to breast in an 'x' formation and was going to let me bleed out but Liam and Zayn got there just in time and got the ambulance." I said chocking back tears.
I lifted up my shirt and showed them the scar. They all gasped.
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I had looked Niall in the eyes the entire time, so I remove my eyes from his and looked around.
Everyone held tears in their eyes.
"Well, that's an interesting story. Thank you for sharing that with us." Harry said and Niall let go of my hands.
"No problem. I needed to get that out there anyway. Andy knew but he cried anyway." I said and Andy laughed.
"OK. So what do you think about the whole 'Zayn adopting you' thing?" Liam asked me and tightened his hold on my middle.
"I'm not quite sure yet. I'm sorry about the whole 'thing' earlier, but I'm under a lot of stress right now and I just blew up. On the wrong person. What do you think Zee?" I asked Zayn.
"I think that it is a very good idea Little Red. I miss you. So much. I think that it will be a very good thing to do." He said.
"What do you other guys think?" I asked them.
They all answered pretty much the same as Zayn, except for the 'missing me' part.
"So I guess we're going to Mrs. Elaine's?" I said and they all cheered.
Liam squeezed me and kissed my cheek, which caused me to blush.
We said goodbye to Andy and made our way to the orphanage that I grew up in.
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